Quote#Pain
It was next to impossible to leave the iron routine after the…
Quote byZitkala-Sa · 1876–1938
Commonly attributed — not confirmed in an authoritative edition. Cited on Wikiquote to: "The School Days of an Indian Girl".
English (original)
It was next to impossible to leave the iron routine after the civilizing machine had once begun its day's buzzing; and as it was inbred in me to suffer in silence rather than to appeal to the ears of one whose open eyes could not see my pain, I have many times trudged in the day's harness heavy-footed, like a dumb sick brute. (V: IRON ROUTINE)
— Zitkala-Sa
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