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I was a seceder, but I dreaded the future. I bore in mind Pugh's…
Quote byMary Boykin Chesnut · 1823–1886
Commonly attributed — not confirmed in an authoritative edition. Cited on Wikiquote to: February 18, 1861, emphasis original.
English (original)
I was a seceder, but I dreaded the future. I bore in mind Pugh's letter, his description of what he saw in Mexico when he accompanied an invading army. My companions had their own thoughts and misgivings, doubtless, but they breathed fire and defiance.
— Mary Boykin Chesnut
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