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"KA: Ive been going to this rolfer. I dont know why Im doing it. Its like: "You will get rid of all your childhood traumas if you only go through this pain." Fuck childhood. People always say you do all these things because of your childhood. Im sorry, but what really gets me off is the idea that you can just travel, and traveling is just like having an endless orgasm. You just go and go and go. RUS: In that state, you lose your individual identity — and therefore your childhood. But the rolfer is trying to drag you back into accepting your singular identity. KA: Yeah. Hes telling me, "Your agenda is ..." and Im saying, "My agenda? I dont have an agenda and Im not sure who I am. Who am I?" He keeps on saying, "You know what you want." And I say, "I dont know what I want." RUS: If he succeeds in dragging you into a singular "I," thats the death of Kathy Acker the writer. KA: Yeah, it sure is. But I dont think hell succeed. He doesnt have a fuckin chance. Im just trying to fuck him. If he wont fuck, were not going anywhere. He cant make me into this singular "I." I told him, "You gotta consider the pleasure principle — namely my pleasure." He didnt like that. RUS: I always say, divide the word "therapist" between the "e" and the "r." KA: Yeah. The rapist. Because theyre taking all your childhood wonderment and reducing it to childhood trauma. He gives me these long lectures about how hes not enlightened and he wants to be an animal. Can you imagine long lectures about wanting to be an animal? What a fuckin bozo! RUS: When I was in college, all of the poetry teachers worshipped Robert Bly, so I had my fill of that shit. KA: I told him about my piercings and he said, "Oh, youre a wild woman." Then I asked him if he wanted to see my piercings. He wouldnt do it."
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Kathy Acker was an American experimental novelist, poet, playwright, essayist, critic, performance artist, and postmodernist writer, known for her idiosyncratic and transgressive writing that dealt with complex themes such as childhood trauma, sexuality, language, identity, and rebellion. Her writing incorporates pastiche and the cut-up technique, involving cutting-up and scrambling passages and s

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"The German Romantics had to destroy the same bastions we do. Logocentrism and idealism, theology, all supports of the repressive society. Propertys pillars. Reason which always homogenizes and reduces, represses and unifies phenomena or actuality into what can be perceived and so controlled. The subjects, us, are now stable and socializable. Reason is always in the service of the political and economic masters. It is here that literature strikes, at this base, where the concepts and actings of order impose themselves. Literature is that which denounces and slashes apart the repressing machine at the level of the signified."
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"As in respect of the first wonder we are all on the same level, how comes it that the philosophic mind should, in all ages, be the privilege of a few? The most obvious reason is this: The wonder takes place before the period of reflection, and (with the great mass of mankind) long before the individual is capable of directing his attention freely and consciously to the feeling, or even to its exciting causes. Surprise (the form and dress which the wonder of ignorance usually puts on) is worn away, if not precluded, by custom and familiarity."
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