apne markaz se kaT gayaa huun main — Sada Ambalvi

"jis ko dekhe binaa qaraar nahin kaise kah dein ki us se pyaar nahin rukh pe tere agar nikhaar nahin tu bahaar ai sanam bahaar nahin is mein sud-o-ziyaan kaa kar na hisaab ishq ibaadat hai kaarobaar nahin rok lo tum se gar ye ruktaa hai dil pe meraa to ikhtiyaar nahin go musibat mein sab nadaarad the varna ishrat mein kaun yaar nahin kyon na ji-bhar ke ro liyaa jaae paas jab koi gham-gusaar nahin chup rahun kaise tak ke zulm-o-sitam aadmi huun koi mazaar nahin haajatein hain gini-chuni sab ki hasraton kaa koi shumaar nahin kyaa yaqin ahd-e-vasl kaa ai 'sadaa' ziist kaa hi jab eatibaar nahin"

"be-qaraari jo idhar hai vo udhar hai ki nahin ye nazar jaise hai be-kal vo nazar hai ki nahin dil ki haalat kaa bigaDnaa to hai maamul magar vo jo hain is kaa sabab un ko khabar hai ki nahin go nigaahon se nigaahein to mili hain aksar rabt us dil ko kuchh is dil se magar hai ki nahin ye shab-e-hijr miri jaan hi na le jaae kahin na sahi vasl muqaddar mein sahar hai ki nahin kyon miri ruuh ko har pal ye gumaan rahtaa hai jis makaan mein hai makin us kaa hi ghar hai ki nahin dost chhoD aaeinge be-shak mujhe shamshaan talak us ke aage nahin maalum safar hai ki nahin 'aarifo kyaa hai majaaz aur haqiqat kyaa hai vo jo aataa hai nigaahon ko nazar hai ki nahin paDh ke divaan-e-'sadaa' bolo zaraa naqqaado sher kahne kaa kuchh us mein bhi hunar hai ki nahin"

"tiri mahfil mein kyaa kyaa ai gul-e-gulfaam miltaa hai kisi ko ashk milte hain kisi ko jaam miltaa hai na puchh ai saaqiyaa ham ko tujhe mil kar hai kyaa miltaa nazar ko raushni dil ko baDaa aaraam miltaa hai jise hai muddaton DhunDaa haram mein zaahido tum ne hamein to mai-kade mein vo khudaa har shaam miltaa hai mile momin ko masjid mein na bhakton ko shivaale mein tiri mahfil mein mai-khaaron ko jo ikraam miltaa hai shikasta hi sahi ye dil khare sone kaa hai saaqi buraa kyaa hai zaraa socho agar be-daam miltaa hai ye baazi hai mohabbat ki usuul is ke niraale hain yahaan jo haar jaataa hai use in'aam miltaa hai"

"shahr mein milte hain mushkil se kahin chaar kaandhe bhi uThaane ke liye gaanv mein gaanv kaa gaanv aataa hai saath shamshaan ko jaane ke liye gaanv lauTaa na dulaaraa maan kaa kar ke taa'lim mukammal apni khet sab rakh diye girvi apne baap ne jis ko paDhaane ke liye inT-patthar ki imaarat kaa kyaa kuchh hi din mein hai khaDi ho jaati 'umr lag jaati hai lekin yaaro ghar ko ghar jaisaa banaane ke liye shahr mein amn bahaali ke liye aaj Tv pe hai ki jis ne appeal kal usi ne to ishaara thaa kiyaa aag basti mein lagaane ke liye dosti gar nahin mumkin na sahi dushmani kis liye paali jaae dil se dil milnaa zaruri to nahin haath se haath milaane ke liye dekhnaa vo bhi na luT jaae kahin chor jo chhoD gae hain baaqi ai 'sadaa' soch ke jaanaa to zaraa rapaT thaane mein likhaane ke liye"

"gulshan-gulshan zikr hai un kaa mahfil-mahfil charchaa hai jab se shahr mein aae hain vo hangaama saa barpaa hai aankhein jaise gul nargis ke chaal ghazaalon jaisi hai chehra dekh ke sochaa sab ne chaand zamin par utraa hai phiki hai muskaan kali ki un ke tabassum ke aage komal komal se gaalon kaa rang shafaq se gahraa hai sab se sundar lagti hai vo jo naadida surat hai har ik aankh Tiki hai us par jis chehre par pardaa hai bholi-bhaali sab se nyaari suratiyaa vo pyaari pyaari aankhein tak-tak thak jaati hain lekin dil kab bhartaa hai us ne hi sab dard diye jo Dhal-Dhal kar hain giit bane ik-ik she'r 'sadaa' hai us kaa ik-ik naghma us kaa hai"

"patta patta kyon hai dil afgaar is gulzaar kaa gul se gul barham hai kyon kyaa hai sabab takraar kaa sahme sahme se hain kyon sab ghuncha-o-gul-barg aaj kis ne chhinaa hai gulon ke lab se haq izhaar kaa zahr ko di chhuT kis ne phailne ki har taraf khushbuon par kyon kaDaa pahraa hai pahre-daar kaa bulbulein hai be-suri khabrein ye kis ne hain gaDhi kis ne kavve ko diyaa hai martaba fankaar kaa kaun hai jis ne andheron ko diyaa hai ikhtiyaar rok lo puuri tarah se raasta anvaar kaa gul khilaane kaa saliqa to use aayaa nahin naam gul hai rakh diyaa bas baaghbaan ne khaar kaa baj rahaa har bazm mein ab raag darbaari faqat kis ki jurat hai ki gaae raag ab malhaar kaa kyon hamein un se tavaqqo' thi chaman-bandi ki uff vo jinhein bas tajraba thaa ghaarat-e-gulzaar kaa ho rahi hai baarish-e-ikraam baatil par mudaam aur 'ataa haq ko huaa hai ab laqab ghaddaar kaa dhans rahaa hai aur bhi ghurbat mein har ghurbat-zada aur musalsal baDh rahaa hai maal-o-zar zar-daar kaa khel chaltaa hai siyaasat kaa usi ke zar se jab kyon na ho sarkaar mein phir dakhl saahukaar kaa kaam-dhande to paDe hain sab ke sab Thap aaj-kal garm hai baazaar bas nafrat ke kaarobaar kaa sar jhukaanaa mat kabhi zulm-o-sitam ke saamne hai 'sadaa' kaandhe pe tere sar agar sardaar kaa"

"phir khuun mein vahshat raqsaan hai tajdid sitam karne ke liye ik taaza zakhm ki khvaahish hai ik sadma kam karne ke liye ham din-bhar duniyaa-daari mein hans hans ke baatein karte hain phir saari raat pighalte hain ik ashk raqam karne ke liye vo vasl ki jis ne ham donon ko yaksar be-buniyaad kiyaa ab fursat hai aa mil baiThein us vasl kaa gham karne ke liye ik kaari zakhm ki chaahat ne kyaa kyaa na hamein gulzaar kiyaa ham kis kis se mansub hue ik hijr baham karne ke liye insaan ke jiine marne ke majburi ke mukhtaari ke ye saare khel zaruri hain taamir adam karne ke liye"

"chaand bhi khoyaa khoyaa saa hai taare bhi khvaabida hain aaj fazaa ke bojhal-pan se lahje bhi sanjida hain jaane kin kin logon se is dard ke kyaa kyaa rishte the hijr ki is aabaad saraa mein sab chehre naadida hain itne barson baad bhi donon kaise TuuT ke milte hain tu hai kitnaa saada-dil aur ham kitne pechida hain sun jaanaan ham tark-e-taalluq aur kisi din kar leinge aaj tujhe bhi ujlat si hai ham bhi kuchh ranjida hain kaanon mein ik sargoshi hai be-maani si sargoshi aankhon mein kuchh khvaab saje hain khvaab bhi umr-rasida hain ghar ki vo makhdush imaarat gir ke phir taamir hui ab aangan mein peD hain jitne saare shaakh burida hain is basti mein ek saDak hai jis se ham ko nafrat hai us ke niche pagDanDi hai jis ke ham girvida hain"

"raftagaan ki sadaa nahin main huun ye tiraa vaahima nahin main huun tere maazi ke saath dafn kahin meraa ik vaaqi'a nahin main huun kyaa milaa intihaa-pasandi se kyaa main tere sivaa nahin main huun ek muddat mein jaa ke mujh pe khulaa chaand hasrat-zada nahin main huun us ne mujh ko muhaal jaan liyaa main ye kahtaa rahaa nahin main huun main hi 'ujlat mein aa gayaa thaa idhar ye zamaana nayaa nahin main huun meri vahshat se Dar gae shaayad yaar baad-e-fanaa nahin main huun main tire saath rah gayaa huun kahin vaqt Thahraa huaa nahin main huun gaahe gaahe sukhan zaruri hai saamne aaina nahin main huun sarsari kyuun guzartaa hai mujh se ye miraa maajraa nahin main huun us ne puchhaa kahaan gayaa vo shakhs kyaa bataataa ki thaa nahin main huun ye kise dekhtaa hai mujh se udhar tere aage khalaa nahin main huun"

"dast-kash hon na mai-e-gul ke khush-aashaam abhi ki labaalab hain mah-o-mehr ke do-jaam abhi zehn mein saaqi hai mai-khaana hai hai jaam abhi hosh kahtaa huun ise hosh kaa kyaa kaam abhi mujh ko darkaar na hai kufr na islaam abhi sidhe sidhe hi chale aate hain paighaam abhi tu bhi baaqi tiri rahmat bhi hai baaqi saaqi rahne de hai mai-e-isyaan se baDaa kaam abhi khaal-o-gesu se hai ye silsila-e-raaz-o-niyaaz daana sad-daana ho ye daam ho sad-daam abhi ziist ke khvaab ki taabir abhi baaqi hai ibtidaa dekh chuke hai magar anjaam abhi rah-rav-e-ishq abhi duur hai mearaaj-e-habib rashk-e-manzil na huaa raah mein har gaam abhi zarra-zarra hai ik aatish-kada-e-nur kalim dekh agar tu na ho aatish-zada-e-baam abhi imtiyaaz-e-man-o-tu raaz-e-khafi hai lekin khaasgaan ke liye kahtaa huun sar-e-aam abhi aks ko zo'm hai be-misli-e-rang-o-bu kaa turfa ye hai ki muqaabil hai vo gulfaam abhi raaz-goi tiri 'aiman' hai gunaah-e-akbar maang le afv ki us kaa hai karam aam abhi"

"baad-e-shimaal chalne lagi ang ang mein lipTaa hai kaun mujh se ye patjhaD ke rang mein khvaahish ke kaarobaar se bachnaa muhaal hai utregaa tu bhi saath mire is surang mein main aandhiyon mein haath bhi pakDun tiraa to kyaa ik shaakh-e-be-siper huun havaaon ki jang mein 'raanjhaa' main 'ahd-e-nau kaa qabilon mein baT gayaa to 'hir' ban ke pi na saki zahr jhang mein garmaa sakin na chaahatein teraa kaThor jism har ek jal ke bujh gai tasvir sang mein aage 'musavvir' aag 'aqab mein hai ye sadaa pichhe na muD ke dekhnaa is dasht-e-sang mein"

"tifli piiri o naujavaani hech tiin din ki hai zindagaani hech umr-e-do-roza par ghamanD itnaa munimon ki hai lan-taraani hech raat thoDi hai aao pyaar karein subh ko hogi ye kahaani hech chaar din ki bahaar hai saari ye takabbur hai yaar-e-jaani hech dil ke haathon 'haqir' jhagDon mein meri guzri sadaa javaani hech"