dil-rubaa tujh saa dusraa na huaa — Muztar Muzaffarpuri

"na koi dost ho meraa na ho adu meraa tum apne munh se agar kah do mujh ko tu meraa fasurdagi mein junun-e-havaa-e-gul yaani khizaan ke daur mein saudaa-e-rang-o-bu meraa jo tum nahin to bahaar-e-jinaan mein khaak nahin bahut vasia hai daamaan-e-aarzu meraa nibhegi ai dil-e-aavaara ab na tujh se miri bas aaj se na main teraa huun aur na tu meraa banaa rahe hain vo jalve ki apne tasvirein dikhaa dikhaa ke tamaashaa-e-rang-o-bu meraa kisi ki zulf-e-siyah kah rahi hai khul khul kar ghaTaa ne rang uDaayaa hai hu-ba-hu meraa mah-e-siyaam kaa aur intizaam kyaa karte janaab-e-shaikh uDaa le gae subu meraa jafaa kaa rang judaa hai vafaa kaa rang judaa malo na dast-e-hinaai mein tum lahu meraa taDap rahi hai jo abr-e-siyaah mein bijli firaaq mein yahi naqsha thaa hu-ba-hu meraa suhaani raat hai chhiTki hai chaandni 'muztar' miri nigaah mein phirtaa hai maah-ru meraa"

"shughl hi shughl hai aur aah-e-sahar se kyaa kaam dard-mandaan-e-mohabbat ko asar se kyaa kaam aabru apni salaamat rahe zar se kyaa kaam ashk-e-tar se mujhe matlab hai guhar se kyaa kaam yaad se gesu-o-rukh ki jinhein matlab Thahraa shaam se un ko gharaz kyaa hai sahar se kyaa kaam tu ho zulfein hon tiri shaana ho aaina ho tujh ko be-dard mire dard-e-jigar se kyaa kaam teri ulfat hi nahin dil mein to dil se matlab teraa saudaa hi nahin sar mein to sar se kyaa kaam sarguzasht-e-dil-e-majruh likhi zaalim ko hijr mein ham ne liyaa khun-e-jigar se kyaa kaam jin ko hans hans ke rulaanaa hi faqat aataa ho un ke daaman ko mire dida-e-tar se kyaa kaam dil-e-naazuk na dhaDak jaae kisi kaa 'muztar' khuun jab ye ho to naalon ko asar se kyaa kaam"

"us ko huaa hai pyaar kaa aazaar kis tarah nargis chaman mein ho gai bimaar kis tarah dil par karam kare nigah-e-yaar kis tarah bimaar se ho pursish-e-bimaar kis tarah aankhein hain kor jalva-e-jaanaan nazaara-soz niklegi dil se hasrat-e-didaar kis tarah marnaa thaa sahl paas-e-vafaa se na mar sakaa itni si baat ho gai dushvaar kis tarah dil mein bandhaa tasavvur-e-zulf-e-daraaz-e-yaar zanjir ho gai hai giraftaar kis tarah ai aah-e-garm teri to shokhi nahin hai ye kumhlaa gae hain phuul se rukhsaar kis tarah itnaa koi khudaa ke liye aa ke dekh le dam toDtaa hai 'muztar'-e-bimaar kis tarah"

"dil kar rahaa hai kyon nigah-e-yaar ki talaash bimaar ko bhi hoti hai bimaar ki talaash ab tiir ki talaash na talvaar ki talaash dil ko faqat hai abru-e-khamdaar ki talaash jalve ko phir hai madd-e-nazar imtihaan-e-hosh phir tuur ko hai taalib-e-didaar ki talaash tere khayaal tere tasavvur ke saamne bimaar-e-ishq ko nahin gham-khvaar ki talaash chhaaegi hashr mein jo ghaTaa lutf-e-aam ki rahmat karegi khud hi gunahgaar ki talaash talvon ko mere dasht-navardi ki aarzu aur aablon ko vaadi-e-pur-khaar ki talaash 'muztar' kisi ki dil hi mein karni thi justuju dair-o-haram mein aap ne bekaar ki talaash"

"ho gayaa jis din se apnaa dil udaas ho gai duniyaa ki har mahfil udaas daagh-haa-e-yaas se hai dil udaas sham-e-mahfil se hui mahfil udaas marne vaale jitne the kyaa mar gae phir rahaa hai aaj kyon qaatil udaas dast-e-qaatil mein hinaa hai khuun nahin is liye hai shokhi-e-qaatil udaas pher li kis ne mohabbat ki nigaah ho rahaa hai kyon hamaaraa dil udaas vaqt-e-aakhir kyon na ho afsurdagi subh ko ho jaati hai mahfil udaas bekasi gor-e-gharibaan ki na puchh uf hai kaTti aakhiri manzil udaas aaegaa haan vo sitamgar aaegaa ho na itnaa 'muztar'-e-be-dil udaas"

"kaam hai jam se na matlab jaam se aashnaa hain lab tumhaare naam se lab-ba-lab huun saaqi-e-gulfaam se aariyat le lein muqaddar jaam se ghar banaanaa hai kisi ki yaad kaa kaam lenaa hai dil-e-naakaam se dil bhi aankhon ki tarah mushtaaq hai lo utar aao tum apne baam se chhaa rahi hai mai-kashon par be-khudi kyaa kahaa shishe ne jhuk kar jaam se ik sitamgar se laDaataa huun nigaah jaam ko Takraa rahaa huun jaam se eid hai hangaama-e-mahshar nahin vo mileinge aaj khaas-o-aam se qabr bhi jannat hai momin ke liye chal ke 'muztar' so raho aaraam se"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"

"jahaan-e-dard-o-gham hai aur main huun tiraa naqsh-e-qadam hai aur main huun kisi ki aankh nam hai aur main huun vufur-e-shauq kam hai aur main huun mujhe hai daulat-e-kaunain haasil mire rab kaa karam hai aur main huun main apne aap ko pahchaantaa huun miraa apnaa bharam hai aur main huun yahi kyaa kam hai duniyaa-e-vafaa mein mujhe ehsaas-e-gham hai aur main huun kisi ki yaad kaa ehsaan hai mujh par sukun-e-dil baham hai aur main huun mujhe 'mahmud' koi Dar nahin hai miraa apnaa qalam hai aur main huun"