sabr ke phal ab rasile ho gae — Mehshar Afridi

"jo chand lamhon mein ban gayaa thaa vo silsila khatm ho gayaa hai ye tum ne kaisaa yaqin dilaayaa mughaalta khatm ho gayaa hai zabaan honTon pe jaa ke phiki hi lauT aati hai kuchh dinon se namak nahin hai tire labon mein yaa zaaiqa khatm ho gayaa hai gumaan gaanv se main chalaa thaa yaqin ki manzilon ki jaanib magar tavahhum ke jangalon mein hi raasta khatm ho gayaa hai vo guftuguon ke narm chashme kahin fazaa mein hi jam gae hain vo saare message vo shaa'iri kaa tabaadala khatm ho gayaa hai kal ek sadma paDaa thaa ham par ke jis ne dil ko hilaa diyaa thaa chalo ke siine kaa jaaeza lein ki zalzala khatm ho gayaa hai mire tasavvur mein itni vus'at nahin ke teraa badan samaae main tujh ko sochun to aisaa lagtaa hai haafiza khatm ho gayaa hai main tujh ko paa kar hi mutmain huun ab aur koi talab nahin hai jo aaj tak thaa nasib se vo mutaalba khatm ho gayaa hai"

"anaa kaa bojh kabhi jism se utaar ke dekh mujhe zabaan se nahin ruuh se pukaar ke dekh meri zamin pe chal tez tez qadmon se phir us ke baad tu jalve mire ghubaar ke dekh ye ashk dil pe girein to bahut chamaktaa hai kabhi ye aaina tezaab se nikhaar ke dekh na puchh mujh se tire qurb kaa nasha kyaa hai tu apni aankh mein Dore mire khumaar ke dekh zaraa tujhe bhi to ehsaas-e-hijr ho jaanaan bas ek raat mere haal mein guzaar ke dekh abhi to sirf kamaal-e-ghurur dekhaa hai tujhe qasam hai tamaashe bhi inkisaar ke dekh"

"josh-e-junun mein aap kaa aanchal pakaD liyaa ghabraa ke ek saanp ne sandal pakaD liyaa aansu ba-zid ki saath hamaare hi jaaegaa lekin ghaneri palkon ne kaajal pakaD liyaa ye mashvara hai aap bhi ham-raaz DhunD lein ham ne to ik mahalle kaa paagal pakaD liyaa tere tasavvuraat se fursat nahin mujhe is bhuut ne to gaanv kaa pipal pakaD liyaa ham khud ko 'aql-mand jataate to kis tarah so ye kiyaa ik 'aql se paidal pakaD liyaa"

"jism phulon ke gaThile ho gae narm lahje bhi nukile ho gae kyaa andhere ke labon mein zahr thaa raushni ke honT niile ho gae inkisaari aur anaa ki jang mein mere andar do qabile ho gae 'ishq ki faslein abhi pakki nahin sabr ke phal to rasile ho gae saans ukhDegi abhi to dekhnaa aandhiyon ke kas to Dhile ho gae ham andhere mein bahut sarsabz the raushni paDte hi piile ho gae"

"ye jo paude hain junun ke ye javaan bhi honge rashk-e-sahraa hi nahin rashk-e-khizaan bhi honge itnaa nazdik se mat dekh miri aankhon ko in mein kuchh pichhli mohabbat ke nishaan bhi honge pyaas hi pyaas hai binaai ke kashkolon mein ashk aankhon se bacheinge to ravaan bhi honge us ki khushbu hi nahin aati miri saanson se ghaur se dekhiye honTon ke nishaan bhi honge ye jo lapTein abhi uTThi hain miri shohrat ki in mein kuchh log abhi jal ke dhuaan bhi honge"

"har takalluf bilaa-zarurat hai sach kahun aap se mohabbat hai main use jitnaa dekhnaa chaahun vo bhi utni hi khub-surat hai main bahut khush huun aur khushi kaa sabab aap bilkul nahin hain vahshat hai meri saansein bhi ho gaiin mashrut 'ishq kyaa hai koi musibat hai aur vo kis tarah kare izhaar main na samjhun to mujh pe laa'nat hai aane vaale dinon mein jiitaa huun mujh ko aaindagaan se nisbat hai"

"phir khuun mein vahshat raqsaan hai tajdid sitam karne ke liye ik taaza zakhm ki khvaahish hai ik sadma kam karne ke liye ham din-bhar duniyaa-daari mein hans hans ke baatein karte hain phir saari raat pighalte hain ik ashk raqam karne ke liye vo vasl ki jis ne ham donon ko yaksar be-buniyaad kiyaa ab fursat hai aa mil baiThein us vasl kaa gham karne ke liye ik kaari zakhm ki chaahat ne kyaa kyaa na hamein gulzaar kiyaa ham kis kis se mansub hue ik hijr baham karne ke liye insaan ke jiine marne ke majburi ke mukhtaari ke ye saare khel zaruri hain taamir adam karne ke liye"

"chaand bhi khoyaa khoyaa saa hai taare bhi khvaabida hain aaj fazaa ke bojhal-pan se lahje bhi sanjida hain jaane kin kin logon se is dard ke kyaa kyaa rishte the hijr ki is aabaad saraa mein sab chehre naadida hain itne barson baad bhi donon kaise TuuT ke milte hain tu hai kitnaa saada-dil aur ham kitne pechida hain sun jaanaan ham tark-e-taalluq aur kisi din kar leinge aaj tujhe bhi ujlat si hai ham bhi kuchh ranjida hain kaanon mein ik sargoshi hai be-maani si sargoshi aankhon mein kuchh khvaab saje hain khvaab bhi umr-rasida hain ghar ki vo makhdush imaarat gir ke phir taamir hui ab aangan mein peD hain jitne saare shaakh burida hain is basti mein ek saDak hai jis se ham ko nafrat hai us ke niche pagDanDi hai jis ke ham girvida hain"

"raftagaan ki sadaa nahin main huun ye tiraa vaahima nahin main huun tere maazi ke saath dafn kahin meraa ik vaaqi'a nahin main huun kyaa milaa intihaa-pasandi se kyaa main tere sivaa nahin main huun ek muddat mein jaa ke mujh pe khulaa chaand hasrat-zada nahin main huun us ne mujh ko muhaal jaan liyaa main ye kahtaa rahaa nahin main huun main hi 'ujlat mein aa gayaa thaa idhar ye zamaana nayaa nahin main huun meri vahshat se Dar gae shaayad yaar baad-e-fanaa nahin main huun main tire saath rah gayaa huun kahin vaqt Thahraa huaa nahin main huun gaahe gaahe sukhan zaruri hai saamne aaina nahin main huun sarsari kyuun guzartaa hai mujh se ye miraa maajraa nahin main huun us ne puchhaa kahaan gayaa vo shakhs kyaa bataataa ki thaa nahin main huun ye kise dekhtaa hai mujh se udhar tere aage khalaa nahin main huun"

"dast-kash hon na mai-e-gul ke khush-aashaam abhi ki labaalab hain mah-o-mehr ke do-jaam abhi zehn mein saaqi hai mai-khaana hai hai jaam abhi hosh kahtaa huun ise hosh kaa kyaa kaam abhi mujh ko darkaar na hai kufr na islaam abhi sidhe sidhe hi chale aate hain paighaam abhi tu bhi baaqi tiri rahmat bhi hai baaqi saaqi rahne de hai mai-e-isyaan se baDaa kaam abhi khaal-o-gesu se hai ye silsila-e-raaz-o-niyaaz daana sad-daana ho ye daam ho sad-daam abhi ziist ke khvaab ki taabir abhi baaqi hai ibtidaa dekh chuke hai magar anjaam abhi rah-rav-e-ishq abhi duur hai mearaaj-e-habib rashk-e-manzil na huaa raah mein har gaam abhi zarra-zarra hai ik aatish-kada-e-nur kalim dekh agar tu na ho aatish-zada-e-baam abhi imtiyaaz-e-man-o-tu raaz-e-khafi hai lekin khaasgaan ke liye kahtaa huun sar-e-aam abhi aks ko zo'm hai be-misli-e-rang-o-bu kaa turfa ye hai ki muqaabil hai vo gulfaam abhi raaz-goi tiri 'aiman' hai gunaah-e-akbar maang le afv ki us kaa hai karam aam abhi"

"baad-e-shimaal chalne lagi ang ang mein lipTaa hai kaun mujh se ye patjhaD ke rang mein khvaahish ke kaarobaar se bachnaa muhaal hai utregaa tu bhi saath mire is surang mein main aandhiyon mein haath bhi pakDun tiraa to kyaa ik shaakh-e-be-siper huun havaaon ki jang mein 'raanjhaa' main 'ahd-e-nau kaa qabilon mein baT gayaa to 'hir' ban ke pi na saki zahr jhang mein garmaa sakin na chaahatein teraa kaThor jism har ek jal ke bujh gai tasvir sang mein aage 'musavvir' aag 'aqab mein hai ye sadaa pichhe na muD ke dekhnaa is dasht-e-sang mein"

"tifli piiri o naujavaani hech tiin din ki hai zindagaani hech umr-e-do-roza par ghamanD itnaa munimon ki hai lan-taraani hech raat thoDi hai aao pyaar karein subh ko hogi ye kahaani hech chaar din ki bahaar hai saari ye takabbur hai yaar-e-jaani hech dil ke haathon 'haqir' jhagDon mein meri guzri sadaa javaani hech"