aaina ruuTh gayaa hai tire jaane ke baad — Arpit Sharma Arpit

"mire vahm-o-gumaan pe raat din chhaai udaasi hai pahan kar khvaahishon kaa ye badan aai udaasi hai parinda jism ke pinjre mein aayaa to bahut khush thaa magar us ne sahar se shaam tak paai udaasi hai koi batlaae ki ab kis tarah paaun sukun-e-dil mere is jism ke pinjre mein dar aai udaasi hai chaman be-rang afsurda kali har phuul be-khushbu bahaaron ki fazaa bhi is baras laai udaasi hai nazar aayaa nahin mujh ko miraa gul-rang chehra jab kahaa aaine ne hazrat ye tanhaai udaasi hai har ik su shahr-e-dil-aaraam mein jashn-e-bahaaraan thaa fazaa mere hi ghar aangan ki kahlaai udaasi hai ghaTaa chhaate hi jaise dhuup chhaT jaati hai aangan ki tujhe aate zaraa dekhaa to sharmaai udaasi hai"

"aap baiThein bhi hain aise ke huaa kuchh bhi nahin us ke jaane se mire paas rahaa kuchh bhi nahin haae kyaa shakhs thaa phulon mein gulaabon ki tarah ab na jaane kahaan kaisaa hai pata kuchh bhi nahin tum mujhe dekh to sakte ho magar dhyaan rahe meri aankhon mein hai ab gham ke sivaa kuchh bhi nahin us ne chup rah ke mire saare bharam toD diye boltaa main hi rahaa us ne kahaa kuchh bhi nahin jis ke hone se thaa patjhaD mein bahaaron kaa samaan na rahaa vo to chaman mein bhi bachaa kuchh bhi nahin aap dekho mujhe yuun ghaur se dekho 'arpit' phir kaho mujh se mohabbat mein rakhaa kuchh bhi nahin"

"udaas raatein udaas mausam rulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamaare zakhmon ko ham hi marham lagaa rahe the to tum kahaan the bichhaD rahe the jo ham se tum yuun suno ye binaai ghaT rahi thi ham ek muddat se khaak-e-sahraa uDaa rahe the to tum kahaan the har ek qatra hi le rahaa thaa ye naam teraa udaas shab mein hamaare aansu ye haal dil kaa sunaa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamein bulaane ab aa rahe ho jo koh-o-sahraa ke ho gae ham vo sard raatein judaai ke gham sataa rahe the to tum kahaan the bichhaD rahe ho to jism se tum nikaal pheinkun ye ruuh meri tamaam raatein hi jaag kar yuun bulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the tumhaari yaadon kaa saaraa dariyaa ye saari kashti ye saare mausam ubalte ashkon se saaraa dukh jab bataa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamein khizaan raas aa gai hai to ab bahaaron kaa kyaa kareinge ham apni tanhaai duur karne bulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the tamaam shab intizaar karnaa falak ke taare shumaar karnaa gham-e-judaai mein jashn-e-furqat manaa rahe the to tum kahaan the bataao 'arpit' puraani baaton ko yaad kar ke hai kaisaa ronaa tamaam hi 'umr yaad mujh ko tum aa rahe the to tum kahaan the"

"ye havaaein aur ye baadal sab mire qaabu mein hai maan le ye baat paagal sab mire qaabu mein hai tu yahaan se to chalaa jaaegaa ai khaana-ba-dosh ye havaa ye aag jal thal sab mire qaabu mein hai tujh ko main ne jo dikhaai vo thiin saari bastiyaan ab dikhaaungaa main jangal sab mire qaabu mein hai main jo chaahun to use majbur kar duun 'ishq mein us ki saansein us kaa har pal sab mire qaabu mein hai ye rahe hain peD pakshi ye rahi aadam ki zaat aur zaraa ab saath mein chal sab mire qaabu mein hai ye jahaan aur vo jahaan donon hai meri daasiyaan saath kis ke hogaa kyaa kal sab mire qaabu mein hai vo to kahtaa hai ulaT saktaa hai saari kaaenaat puchho to kahtaa hai paagal sab mire qaabu mein hai main huun sailaab-e-ravaan 'arpit' kabhi miTTi kaa Dher ye samundar aur ye daldal sab mire qaabu mein hai"

"jo khuun roti hai aankhein saaraa manzar chikh uThtaa hai bichhaD kar mujh se koi mere andar chikh uThtaa hai kyaa us kaa dard hai kyaa gham hai koi us se puchhe to ek aisaa shakhs hai raaton ko uTh kar chikh uThtaa hai use hai khuub dard-e-dil ki gahraai kaa andaaza ye aansu dekh kar meraa samundar chikh uThtaa hai bhari duniyaa mein tanhaa be-sahaaraa dekh kar khud ko koi maasum rotaa hai to patthar chikh uThtaa hai tere hone se divaali hai mere ghar mein har ik din har ik pal tere jaane kaa jo ye Dar chikh uThtaa hai kisi pal bhi nahin rahtaa tiri khushbu se ye khaali nahin hotaa hai tu ghar mein to ye ghar chikh uThtaa hai tu apne saath jab se le gayaa tasvir bhi apni dar-o-divaar rote hain ye bistar chikh uThtaa hai judaa ho kar bhi inshaa ki mohabbat us ke dil mein hai kisi par zulm hotaa hai qalandar chikh uThtaa hai teri yaadon ki ye baad-e-sabaa jab khuun roti hai miraa vahm-o-gumaan aur dil kaa khanDar chikh uThtaa hai jahaan hote ho tum dekho gulaabi shaam hoti hai tumhaaraa zikr hote hi november chikh uThtaa hai kisi se bhi koi shikva nahin 'arpit' mujhe phir bhi mere dil kaa ye sannaaTaa bhi aksar chikh uThtaa hai"

"pahle khud apne saamne tum aaina karo aibon pe dusron ke agar tabsira karo tai karnaa ye muhaal hai apne shuur se jo bevafaa hai un se kahaan tak vafaa karo Dar hai lapak na le mujhe meri udaasiyaan tum muskuraa ke mujh mein ujaalaa kiyaa karo achchhaa nahin kahaa hai khaamoshi ko ishq mein ham se kahaa karo kabhi ham se sunaa karo"

"raftagaan ki sadaa nahin main huun ye tiraa vaahima nahin main huun tere maazi ke saath dafn kahin meraa ik vaaqi'a nahin main huun kyaa milaa intihaa-pasandi se kyaa main tere sivaa nahin main huun ek muddat mein jaa ke mujh pe khulaa chaand hasrat-zada nahin main huun us ne mujh ko muhaal jaan liyaa main ye kahtaa rahaa nahin main huun main hi 'ujlat mein aa gayaa thaa idhar ye zamaana nayaa nahin main huun meri vahshat se Dar gae shaayad yaar baad-e-fanaa nahin main huun main tire saath rah gayaa huun kahin vaqt Thahraa huaa nahin main huun gaahe gaahe sukhan zaruri hai saamne aaina nahin main huun sarsari kyuun guzartaa hai mujh se ye miraa maajraa nahin main huun us ne puchhaa kahaan gayaa vo shakhs kyaa bataataa ki thaa nahin main huun ye kise dekhtaa hai mujh se udhar tere aage khalaa nahin main huun"

"phir khuun mein vahshat raqsaan hai tajdid sitam karne ke liye ik taaza zakhm ki khvaahish hai ik sadma kam karne ke liye ham din-bhar duniyaa-daari mein hans hans ke baatein karte hain phir saari raat pighalte hain ik ashk raqam karne ke liye vo vasl ki jis ne ham donon ko yaksar be-buniyaad kiyaa ab fursat hai aa mil baiThein us vasl kaa gham karne ke liye ik kaari zakhm ki chaahat ne kyaa kyaa na hamein gulzaar kiyaa ham kis kis se mansub hue ik hijr baham karne ke liye insaan ke jiine marne ke majburi ke mukhtaari ke ye saare khel zaruri hain taamir adam karne ke liye"

"chaand bhi khoyaa khoyaa saa hai taare bhi khvaabida hain aaj fazaa ke bojhal-pan se lahje bhi sanjida hain jaane kin kin logon se is dard ke kyaa kyaa rishte the hijr ki is aabaad saraa mein sab chehre naadida hain itne barson baad bhi donon kaise TuuT ke milte hain tu hai kitnaa saada-dil aur ham kitne pechida hain sun jaanaan ham tark-e-taalluq aur kisi din kar leinge aaj tujhe bhi ujlat si hai ham bhi kuchh ranjida hain kaanon mein ik sargoshi hai be-maani si sargoshi aankhon mein kuchh khvaab saje hain khvaab bhi umr-rasida hain ghar ki vo makhdush imaarat gir ke phir taamir hui ab aangan mein peD hain jitne saare shaakh burida hain is basti mein ek saDak hai jis se ham ko nafrat hai us ke niche pagDanDi hai jis ke ham girvida hain"

"dast-kash hon na mai-e-gul ke khush-aashaam abhi ki labaalab hain mah-o-mehr ke do-jaam abhi zehn mein saaqi hai mai-khaana hai hai jaam abhi hosh kahtaa huun ise hosh kaa kyaa kaam abhi mujh ko darkaar na hai kufr na islaam abhi sidhe sidhe hi chale aate hain paighaam abhi tu bhi baaqi tiri rahmat bhi hai baaqi saaqi rahne de hai mai-e-isyaan se baDaa kaam abhi khaal-o-gesu se hai ye silsila-e-raaz-o-niyaaz daana sad-daana ho ye daam ho sad-daam abhi ziist ke khvaab ki taabir abhi baaqi hai ibtidaa dekh chuke hai magar anjaam abhi rah-rav-e-ishq abhi duur hai mearaaj-e-habib rashk-e-manzil na huaa raah mein har gaam abhi zarra-zarra hai ik aatish-kada-e-nur kalim dekh agar tu na ho aatish-zada-e-baam abhi imtiyaaz-e-man-o-tu raaz-e-khafi hai lekin khaasgaan ke liye kahtaa huun sar-e-aam abhi aks ko zo'm hai be-misli-e-rang-o-bu kaa turfa ye hai ki muqaabil hai vo gulfaam abhi raaz-goi tiri 'aiman' hai gunaah-e-akbar maang le afv ki us kaa hai karam aam abhi"

"baad-e-shimaal chalne lagi ang ang mein lipTaa hai kaun mujh se ye patjhaD ke rang mein khvaahish ke kaarobaar se bachnaa muhaal hai utregaa tu bhi saath mire is surang mein main aandhiyon mein haath bhi pakDun tiraa to kyaa ik shaakh-e-be-siper huun havaaon ki jang mein 'raanjhaa' main 'ahd-e-nau kaa qabilon mein baT gayaa to 'hir' ban ke pi na saki zahr jhang mein garmaa sakin na chaahatein teraa kaThor jism har ek jal ke bujh gai tasvir sang mein aage 'musavvir' aag 'aqab mein hai ye sadaa pichhe na muD ke dekhnaa is dasht-e-sang mein"

"tifli piiri o naujavaani hech tiin din ki hai zindagaani hech umr-e-do-roza par ghamanD itnaa munimon ki hai lan-taraani hech raat thoDi hai aao pyaar karein subh ko hogi ye kahaani hech chaar din ki bahaar hai saari ye takabbur hai yaar-e-jaani hech dil ke haathon 'haqir' jhagDon mein meri guzri sadaa javaani hech"