aap se aur kyaa nahin hogaa — Hamid Azimabadi

"vafaa karne aae jafaa kar chale hamein khaak mein vo milaa kar chale ye kyaa tum ko sujhi ye kyaa kar chale ki chitvan se bismil banaa kar chale mujhe qatl tegh-e-jafaa kar chale ye kyaa kar chale tum ye kyaa kar chale milaai kabhi tum ne jis se nigaah use apnaa shaidaa banaa kar chale tiri raah mein misl-e-naqsh-e-qadam ham apne ko kyaa kyaa miTaa kar chale idhar aao baiTho bhi aaghosh mein kahaan mujh se aankhein churaa kar chale tumhein paas agar baiThnaa hi na thaa to kyon ham se tum dil lagaa kar chale zabaan par na laanaa thaa harf-e-gila tiri bazm se munh ki khaa kar chale azal kaa tumhein qaul hai yaad bhi ki aae the kyaa kah ke kyaa kar chale uThaa kar hamein tu ne rusvaa kiyaa sazaa dil lagaane ki paa kar chale miTe saikDon kucha-e-ishq mein na kambakht dil sar uThaa kar chale vo baiThe to baiThe mire dil pe tiir chale to qayaamat bapaa kar chale mujhe rote mein aa ke baad-e-fanaa vo mayyat par aansu bahaa kar chale vo Thukraa gae meri turbat ko kyaa ki fitne hazaaron jagaa kar chale huaa un ke aage jo 'haamid' kaa zikr to kis naaz se muskuraa kar chale"

"aaj-kal kaaba kalisaa ho gayaa dil par ik kaafir kaa qabza ho gayaa dafatan dil ko mire kyaa ho gayaa kis pe maail kis pe shaidaa ho gayaa be-qaraari kaa sabab khultaa nahin baiThe baiThe ye mujhe kyaa ho gayaa laa-davaa kyon ho gayaa meraa maraz kyaa khafaa mujh se masihaa ho gayaa vo ye farmaate hain ham samjhe nahin muddaaa goyaa muammaa ho gayaa be-taalluq ho gae duniyaa se ham jab se dil ko ishq teraa ho gayaa ab nahin pahchaantaa koi mujhe fart-e-gham se ab ye naqsha ho gayaa kar diyaa mahv un ko un ke husn ne dekh kar aaina saktaa ho gayaa sun ke saakit sab hue 'haamid' ke sher dam-ba-khud jalse kaa jalsa ho gayaa"

"kuchh aise mahv hon aankhein jo khol kar dekhein usi kaa jalva nazar aae ham jidhar dekhein dam-e-akhir koi aarzu nahin dil mein ye aarzu hai ki ham tujh ko ik nazar dekhein unhein banaao se fursat kahaan shab-e-vaada fuzul shaam se kyon raah taa-sahar dekhein riyaaz dahr mein phule samaaein ham kyunkar jo apne nakhl-e-tamannaa ko baarvar dekhein idhar hai meraa jigar aur udhar hai dil meraa vo kashmakash mein paDe hain kidhar kidhar dekhein nisaar chashm-e-inaayat pe ham hon so dil se vo is nazar se agar ham ko ik nazar dekhein khabar mili hai mujhe aaj un ke aane ki jo ahl-e-ishq hon vo aah kaa asar dekhein jo kuchh ho dil mein hamaare uThaa na rakkhein ham jo kuchh ho aap ke dil mein vo aap kar dekhein nahin pasand mujhe nukta-chiniyaan 'haamid' kisi ke aib ko kyaa dekhein ham hunar dekhein"

"husn ki vaqat nahin ab ishq ki sarkaar mein bik gae yusuf hazaaron misr ke baazaar mein jo na karnaa thaa vo raaz-e-ishq zaahir kar diyaa aa ke rusvaa ho gae ham majma-e-aghyaar mein aur se kyaa puchhte hain aa ke ham se puchhiye kyaa maza miltaa hai dil ko aap ki guftaar mein khvaab se bedaar hote hi nahin hain baada-khvaar aisi masti hai havaa-e-subh ki raftaar mein ishq-e-lailaa mein ye dekhaa haal ham ne qais kaa khaak chhaanaa hi kiyaa vo kucha-o-baazaar mein ai masihaa kis tarah haazir ho tere saamne ab sakat uThne ki bhi baaqi nahin bimaar mein aafat-e-arz-e-samaavi se bachegaa apnaa ghar ism-e-aazam jab hai shaamil har dar-o-divaar mein dushmanon kaa dost ban jaataa hai kuchh din ke liye aib hotaa hai ye aksar mard-e-kaj-raftaar mein kar nahin sakte hain aapas mein vo baatein hosh ki be-khudi kaa ye asar hai mai-kash o mai-khvaar mein be-khabar vo hai to hai ye baa-khabar har gaam se farq hai ai dil bahut laa-yaa'qil-o-hushiyaar mein dasht-o-gulshan mein nahin 'haamid' koi dil-bastagi ji bahaltaa hai agar apnaa to ku-e-yaar mein"

"hue rusvaa-e-ulfat umr bhar ko jigar rotaa hai dil ko dil jigar ko mire dil ko vo taktaa hai jigar ko khabar apni nahin us be-khabar ko kabhi hogaa na kam saudaa-e-ulfat liye phirtaa huun saath is dard-e-sar ko kisi se bhi nahin milti kisi din nazar shaayad lagi teri nazar ko milaa de yaa ilaahi tu milaa de asar se naala-haa-e-be-asar ko jo main guzraa idhar to daagh-e-dil ne kiyaa raushan charaagh-e-rahguzar ko pasand aataa hai hansnaa ai sitamgar lab-e-sofaar kaa zakhm-e-jigar ko buton ki dosti se kyaa natija khudaa se chaahiye ulfat bashar ko javaani mein abas hai fikr-e-piri abhi hai raat muddat hai sahar ko mai-e-ulfat ki aisi be-khudi hai khabar dil ki nahin 'haamid' jigar ko"

"dil ko lungaa na dil-rubaa ke evaz muddai aur muddaaa ke evaz us ke kuche mein naqsh-e-paa us ke ban gae khizr rahnumaa ke evaz ye bhi armaan rah gayaa dam-e-nazaa kaash aataa koi qazaa ke evaz yahi iqraar thaa yahi vaada ab jafaa hoti hai vafaa ke evaz mere jiine se kyaa tumhein haasil zahr de do mujhe davaa ke evaz shauq agar aap ko hai mehndi kaa khuun mal lijiye hinaa ke evaz kyaa jahannum mein mujh ko jaanaa hai tum ko chaahun buto khudaa ke evaz tum ko chaahaa yahi qusur huaa do sazaa mujh ko is khataa ke evaz 'haamid'-e-zaar kyaa kahun un se hai duaa lab pe muddaaa ke evaz"

"is ishq-e-junun-khez mein kyaa kyaa nahin hotaa divaana hai jo qais se lailaa nahin hotaa kuchh hashr lahad par abhi barpaa nahin hotaa aae ho to Thahro koi zinda nahin hotaa kyuun kar ye kahun husn kaa nashsha nahin hotaa hotaa to bahut hai magar itnaa nahin hotaa kuchh kahiye to sharmaa ke jhukaa lete hain gardan bhule se bhi ab vaada-e-fardaa nahin hotaa milte hain vo dil surkh hui jaati hai chuTki naazuk hain bahut khun-e-tamannaa nahin hotaa deti hai mazaa mai kaa hamein talkhi-e-tauba jab haath mein paimaana-e-sahbaa nahin hotaa vo hashr ke din kushte ko Thukraa chuke sau-baar kuchh jaan si paD jaati hai zinda nahin hotaa boli ye tamannaa jo ruke vo dar-e-dil par ghar aap kaa hai aap se pardaa nahin hotaa tiron ko jagah dete hain jo siine mein apne un logon ke ai jaan kaleja nahin hotaa sahraa se qadam ghar ki taraf khaak uThaaun kaanTe se judaa paanv kaa chhaalaa nahin hotaa baiThe nazar aate hain vahi teri gali mein jin kaa kahin duniyaa mein Thikaanaa nahin hotaa furqat mein hai kyuun nazaa ki taklif gavaaraa mar jaaein 'riyaaz' aap se itnaa nahin hotaa"

"muzhda ai zauq-e-asiri ki nazar aataa hai daam-e-khaali qafas-e-murgh-e-giraftaar ke paas jigar-e-tishna-e-aazaar tasalli na huaa ju-e-khun ham ne bahaai bun-e-har khaar ke paas mund gaiin kholte hi kholte aankhein hai hai khuub vaqt aae tum is 'aashiq-e-bimaar ke paas main bhi ruk ruk ke na martaa jo zabaan ke badle dashna ik tez saa hotaa mire gham-khvaar ke paas dahan-e-sher mein jaa baiThe lekin ai dil na khaDe ho jiye khubaan-e-dil-aazaar ke paas dekh kar tujh ko chaman bas-ki numu kartaa hai khud-ba-khud pahunche hai gul gosha-e-dastaar ke paas mar gayaa phoD ke sar 'ghaalib'-e-vahshi hai hai baiThnaa us kaa vo aa kar tiri divaar ke paas kab faqiron ko rasaai bu-e-mai-khvaar ke paas to bane bu dijiye maikhaane ki divaar ke paas"

"ajab mushkil ki dil kaa haal aisaa ho gayaa hai sabhi ab puchhte hain mujh se ye kyaa ho gayaa hai main ye samjhaa ki gham kaa ab mudaavaa ho gayaa hai kuredaa zakhm to ye aur taaza ho gayaa hai kabhi fursat mile to khud se main baatein karungaa mujhe khud se mile bhi to zamaana ho gayaa hai magar ab sochtaa huun toD duun saare maraasim magar dil bhi tire gham se shanaasaa ho gayaa hai miri barbaad hasti kaa nazaara dekhne ko vo aae aur gham mein phir izaafa ho gayaa hai isi dariyaa mein ab khud ko Dubonaa chaahtaa huun ki is dil kaa talaatum mein kinaare ho gayaa hai chalo bhi 'qalb' ab tum dusraa dekho Thikaanaa ki is basti mein apnaa sab paraayaa ho gayaa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"kahe detaa huun go hai to nahin ye baat kahne ki tiri khvaahish nahin dil mein ziyaada der rahne ki bachaa kar dil guzartaa jaa rahaa huun har ta’alluq se kahaan us aable ko taab hai ab choT sahne ki rag-o-pai mein na hangaama kare to kyaa kare aakhir ijaazat jab nahin is ranj ko aankhon se bahne ki bas apni apni tarjihaat apni apni khvaahish hai tujhe shohrat kamaane ki mujhe ik she'r kahne ki jahaan kaa huun vahin ki raas aaegi fazaa mujh ko ye duniyaa bhi bhalaa koi jagah hai mere rahne ki jo kal 'irfaan' par guzri sunaa kuchh us ke baare mein khabar tum ne suni tufaan mein dariyaa ke bahne ki"

"bahr-e-rang-e-daastaan rahne diyaa ik tajassus darmiyaan rahne diyaa ab zamin ban kar bichhaa jaataa hai vo main ne jis ko aasmaan rahne diyaa raushni aur khvaab saare hech the apni aankhon mein dhuaan rahne diyaa vo jagah raushan nahin hogi kabhi is mohabbat ko jahaan rahne diyaa maan ne maathaa chuum kar rukhsat kiyaa maamtaa kaa saaebaan rahne diyaa kul milaa ke ye hai raaz-e-tishnagi ham ne dil ko sargiraan rahne diyaa khud hami paamaal Thahre shauq se khush-gumaan ko khush-gumaan rahne diyaa"