haan jhuuT hai vo jaan se tum par fidaa nahin — Faheem Gorakhpuri

"taDpein kab tak tiri furqat mein mohabbat vaale aa idhar bhi kabhi o naaz-o-nazaakat vaale shaikh-o-vaaiz hon na kis tarah karaamat vaale hazrat-e-pir-e-mughaan ki hain ye sohbat vaale kab tak izaaein sahein teri mohabbat vaale rahm kar rahm kar o zulm ki aadat vaale shaikh rindon ko buraa kah ke gunahgaar na ban are kambakht yahi log hain jannat vaale dekh jaa aa ke ki ab nazaa ki haalat hai miri itni taklif kar ai meri nazaakat vaale mujh se aasi ko jo mahshar mein milaa baagh-e-bahisht rah gae dekh ke munh zohd-o-ibaadat vaale teri furqat mein taDaptaa hai miraa dil kaisaa dekh aa kar kabhi o sakht tabiat vaale jhuum kar aane to de abr-e-siyah ai saaqi abhi aa jaaeinge maikhaane ki sohbat vaale dil to kyaa jaan fidaa kar dein tire qadmon par aashiqon mein tire aise bhi hain himmat vaale chikh uThe aate hi masjid mein janaab-e-vaaiz chaunk uThte hain yuun hi khvaab se ghaflat vaale koi kartaa hai mai-e-ishq ko jaaez koi mana dekhein kyaa hukm lagaate hain shariat vaale sohbat-e-mai mein bhi miltaa nahin vaaiz ko maza aise dekhe hi nahin khushk tabiat vaale rah gayaa chup hi savaalon pe nakirain ke main sun chukaa thaa ki farishte hain ye jannat vaale kal se hai vaada-e-vasl aaj na kah yaad nahin is qadar bhuul na o bhuul ki aadat vaale qabr se uTh ke qayaamat mein vahin pahuncheinge hauz-e-kausar hi pe dam leinge tire matvaale mayyat-e-aashiq-e-shaidaa hai uThaanaa laazim itnaa naazuk na ban o mere nazaakat vaale munfail ho ke hue pursish-e-isyaan se bari sab se achchhe rahe mahshar mein nadaamat vaale ham kahein kyaa ki hamein kuchh nahin aataa hai 'fahim' naaz karte hain tabiat pe tabiat vaale"

"ai shaikh mujh ko khvaahish-e-baagh-e-iram nahin kucha buton kaa mere liye us se kam nahin pahli si us mein aadat-e-jaur-o-sitam nahin afsos ab yahi hai ki is vaqt ham nahin haan ku-e-ghair mein tire naqsh-e-qadam nahin tujh par miraa gumaan khudaa ki qasam nahin mujh nim-jaan ke qatl mein taakhir is qadar maalum ho gayaa tire khanjar mein dam nahin naalo tumhaare haath hai furqat mein apni sharm dekhein to aaj charkh nahin hai ki ham nahin aab-e-baqaa ho mujh ko pilaao jo aab-e-tegh tum zahr bhi jo do to vo amrit se kam nahin kartaa hai mujh se ahd-e-vafaa to vo but magar mujh ko kuchh e'tibaar khudaa ki qasam nahin mumkin nahin kahin ho Thikaanaa 'fahim' kaa teri nigaah-e-lutf agar ai sanam nahin"

"shaidaa mujhe banaayaa gesu-e-ambarin kaa dil hi miraa huaa hai lo saanp aastin kaa us ko khayaal aayaa phir us but-e-hasin kaa allaah hai nigahbaan mere dil-e-hazin kaa go paas vo nahin hain par dekhtaa huun har dam letaa huun main tasavvur se kaam durbin kaa huron ke zikr par main aayaa nahin huun vaaiz mujh ko khayaal is dam aayaa hai ik hasin kaa kuchh iztiraab dil kaa be-taabi-e-jigar kuchh us ko sunaa diyaa yuun qissa kahin kahin kaa tujh ko jo hai mukarnaa mahshar mein mere khuun se qaatil chhuDaa le pahle dhabbaa tu aastin kaa"

"kyon kahun main ki sitam kaa main sazaa-vaar na thaa dil diyaa thaa tujhe kis tarah gunahgaar na thaa umr bhar mujh se thi har ek ko be-vajh khalish kyunki main gulshan-e-aalam mein koi khaar na thaa kyaa na kuchh ho gayaa ik ghairat-e-yusuf ke liye kab mohabbat mein main rusvaa sar-e-baazaar na thaa kyaa ye kartaa mire zakhm-e-jigar-o-dil kaa ilaaj charkh-e-be-rahm koi marham-e-zangaar na thaa fard niklaa fan-e-duzdi mein khayaal-e-dilbar us kaa aanaa thaa ki pahlu mein dil-e-zaar na thaa kyaa bahaltaa gul-o-sumbul se chaman mein miraa dil vo tiri zulf na thaa ye tiraa rukhsaar na thaa apni qismat hi kaa shaaki main mohabbat mein rahaa shikva-e-charkh na thaa kuchh gila-e-yaar na thaa hashr ke roz mire husn-e-gunah kaa yaarab teri rahmat ke sivaa koi kharidaar na thaa teri aankhon ki mohabbat kaa faqat thaa use rog varna kuchh nargis-e-bimaar ko aazaar na thaa tum ne mahfil mein jagah di use hasrat hai mujhe ghair is aav-bhagat kaa to sazaa-vaar na thaa nargis us aankh ki bimaar-e-gul us rukh pe nisaar baagh-e-aalam mein kise ishq kaa aazaar na thaa ho gai rasm-e-mulaaqaat chalo bahs hai kyaa tum khataa par na the aur main bhi vafaadaar na thaa do pyaalon mein hai saaqi ke ajab kaif 'fahim' aankhein milte hi vo thaa kaun jo sarshaar na thaa"

"iqraar hi ke saath ye inkaar abhi se dil toDte ho kyon miraa paimaan-shikani se har ik ko hai ab uns usi but ki gali se viraan huiin masjidein suune hain kalise bosa hi mujhe do jo nahin vasl pe raazi achchhaa hai vahi kaam jo ho jaae khushi se vaaiz jo pataa khuld kaa puchhe to bataa duun jannat ki taraf jaate hain us but ki gali se baaz aao buto apni jafaaon se khudaa-raa toDo na miraa shisha-e-dil tang-dili se tum aaj zarur aaoge lekin ye bataa do sachchaa koi iqraar kiyaa bhi hai kisi se puuraa kare allaah mire dil kaa iraada mar kar bhi na uTThun but-e-kaafir ki gali se vaaiz ye baraste hue baadal ye ghaTaaein main bach nahin saktaa kabhi tauba-shikani se main kis se 'fahim' aur kahun haal-e-gham apnaa allaah hai aagaah mire dard-e-dili se"

"aaj hain kaaba-nashin kal saakin-e-but-khaana ham apne begaane se yaksaan rakhte hain yaaraana ham ham to qaail hain tire ai be-khudi-e-ishq jab ghair kyaa hai khud hon apni yaad se begaana ham le liyaa logon ne haathon haath ham pahonche jahaan mahfil-e-aalam mein hain shaayad koi paimaana ham chashm-e-mast-e-saaqi-e-madhosh ki rahti hai yaad saath-saath apne liye phirte hain ik mai-khaana ham aatish-e-rashk-e-adu se raat-bhar ai shama-ru teri mahfil mein jale hain surat-e-parvaana ham hijr-e-saaqi mein hai ye kaifiyyat-e-josh-e-junun pheinkte hain toDte hain shisha-o-paimaana ham ishq mein divaangi kaa naam hai farzaangi jo na samjhe is ko samjheinge use divaana ham qaid-e-mazhab se tire paaband-e-ulfat hain bari kyaa gharaz kyon jaaein su-e-kaaba-o-but-khaana ham aaj hai is shart par tauba-shikan hone kaa qasd abr udhar chhaae to chalkaaein idhar paimaana ham daagh-haa-e-dil chamak kar ab ye kahte hain 'fahim' hai ye ghar raushan hamin se hain charaagh-e-khaana ham"

"phir khuun mein vahshat raqsaan hai tajdid sitam karne ke liye ik taaza zakhm ki khvaahish hai ik sadma kam karne ke liye ham din-bhar duniyaa-daari mein hans hans ke baatein karte hain phir saari raat pighalte hain ik ashk raqam karne ke liye vo vasl ki jis ne ham donon ko yaksar be-buniyaad kiyaa ab fursat hai aa mil baiThein us vasl kaa gham karne ke liye ik kaari zakhm ki chaahat ne kyaa kyaa na hamein gulzaar kiyaa ham kis kis se mansub hue ik hijr baham karne ke liye insaan ke jiine marne ke majburi ke mukhtaari ke ye saare khel zaruri hain taamir adam karne ke liye"

"chaand bhi khoyaa khoyaa saa hai taare bhi khvaabida hain aaj fazaa ke bojhal-pan se lahje bhi sanjida hain jaane kin kin logon se is dard ke kyaa kyaa rishte the hijr ki is aabaad saraa mein sab chehre naadida hain itne barson baad bhi donon kaise TuuT ke milte hain tu hai kitnaa saada-dil aur ham kitne pechida hain sun jaanaan ham tark-e-taalluq aur kisi din kar leinge aaj tujhe bhi ujlat si hai ham bhi kuchh ranjida hain kaanon mein ik sargoshi hai be-maani si sargoshi aankhon mein kuchh khvaab saje hain khvaab bhi umr-rasida hain ghar ki vo makhdush imaarat gir ke phir taamir hui ab aangan mein peD hain jitne saare shaakh burida hain is basti mein ek saDak hai jis se ham ko nafrat hai us ke niche pagDanDi hai jis ke ham girvida hain"

"raftagaan ki sadaa nahin main huun ye tiraa vaahima nahin main huun tere maazi ke saath dafn kahin meraa ik vaaqi'a nahin main huun kyaa milaa intihaa-pasandi se kyaa main tere sivaa nahin main huun ek muddat mein jaa ke mujh pe khulaa chaand hasrat-zada nahin main huun us ne mujh ko muhaal jaan liyaa main ye kahtaa rahaa nahin main huun main hi 'ujlat mein aa gayaa thaa idhar ye zamaana nayaa nahin main huun meri vahshat se Dar gae shaayad yaar baad-e-fanaa nahin main huun main tire saath rah gayaa huun kahin vaqt Thahraa huaa nahin main huun gaahe gaahe sukhan zaruri hai saamne aaina nahin main huun sarsari kyuun guzartaa hai mujh se ye miraa maajraa nahin main huun us ne puchhaa kahaan gayaa vo shakhs kyaa bataataa ki thaa nahin main huun ye kise dekhtaa hai mujh se udhar tere aage khalaa nahin main huun"

"dast-kash hon na mai-e-gul ke khush-aashaam abhi ki labaalab hain mah-o-mehr ke do-jaam abhi zehn mein saaqi hai mai-khaana hai hai jaam abhi hosh kahtaa huun ise hosh kaa kyaa kaam abhi mujh ko darkaar na hai kufr na islaam abhi sidhe sidhe hi chale aate hain paighaam abhi tu bhi baaqi tiri rahmat bhi hai baaqi saaqi rahne de hai mai-e-isyaan se baDaa kaam abhi khaal-o-gesu se hai ye silsila-e-raaz-o-niyaaz daana sad-daana ho ye daam ho sad-daam abhi ziist ke khvaab ki taabir abhi baaqi hai ibtidaa dekh chuke hai magar anjaam abhi rah-rav-e-ishq abhi duur hai mearaaj-e-habib rashk-e-manzil na huaa raah mein har gaam abhi zarra-zarra hai ik aatish-kada-e-nur kalim dekh agar tu na ho aatish-zada-e-baam abhi imtiyaaz-e-man-o-tu raaz-e-khafi hai lekin khaasgaan ke liye kahtaa huun sar-e-aam abhi aks ko zo'm hai be-misli-e-rang-o-bu kaa turfa ye hai ki muqaabil hai vo gulfaam abhi raaz-goi tiri 'aiman' hai gunaah-e-akbar maang le afv ki us kaa hai karam aam abhi"

"baad-e-shimaal chalne lagi ang ang mein lipTaa hai kaun mujh se ye patjhaD ke rang mein khvaahish ke kaarobaar se bachnaa muhaal hai utregaa tu bhi saath mire is surang mein main aandhiyon mein haath bhi pakDun tiraa to kyaa ik shaakh-e-be-siper huun havaaon ki jang mein 'raanjhaa' main 'ahd-e-nau kaa qabilon mein baT gayaa to 'hir' ban ke pi na saki zahr jhang mein garmaa sakin na chaahatein teraa kaThor jism har ek jal ke bujh gai tasvir sang mein aage 'musavvir' aag 'aqab mein hai ye sadaa pichhe na muD ke dekhnaa is dasht-e-sang mein"

"tifli piiri o naujavaani hech tiin din ki hai zindagaani hech umr-e-do-roza par ghamanD itnaa munimon ki hai lan-taraani hech raat thoDi hai aao pyaar karein subh ko hogi ye kahaani hech chaar din ki bahaar hai saari ye takabbur hai yaar-e-jaani hech dil ke haathon 'haqir' jhagDon mein meri guzri sadaa javaani hech"