kis se dil bahlaaun main — Aazam Khursheed

"soch di hai javaab bhi de kuchh to yaarab hisaab bhi de qatra qatra sharaab barse thoDaa thoDaa azaab bhi de chaahaton ke to silsile hain mausamon kaa shabaab bhi de ik kinaaraa hai dusraa bhi paaniyon mein habaab bhi de jis ke kaanTe bhi mujh ko chumein koi aisaa gulaab bhi de dhuup hansti hai vaahime bhi tirgi de saraab bhi de aag basti kaa rahne vaalaa rang-e-gardish-e-sahaab bhi de lamhe-bhar mein hazaar khvaahish banda-parvar javaab bhi de mohabbaton kaa azaab jhelun nafraton kaa savaab bhi de teraa meraa hisaab kaisaa khvaab huun aur khvaab bhi de kun to meraa vajud hai huun lafz utrein khitaab bhi de main payambar nahin huun tauba aankh di hai kitaab bhi de main to apne tavaaf mein huun raah-e-khaana-kharaab bhi de"

"tere honTon pe nazar baaqi hai kis ke hone ki khabar baaqi hai kitne khush-rang badan dhuul hue vaqt ki chaal magar baaqi hai aaj bhi gham ki salaami ke liye dil kaa aabaad nagar baaqi hai shab ki qindil uThaane vaale dekh chehron pe sahar baaqi hai dard kaa chehra thaa barbaad huaa dasht mein sukhaa shajar baaqi hai khuun javaan khuun se holi khelo chand qadmon kaa safar baaqi hai"

"mire vajud ke aangan mein khvaab raushan thaa savaad-e-hijr mein taaza gulaab raushan thaa kali kali ki zabaan par azaab raushan thaa ai ham-safar dil-e-khaana-kharaab raushan thaa ye kis hisaab mein jheli hai main ne dar-ba-dari tire savaal-e-badan par javaab raushan thaa main apni aag se khelaa main apne aap jalaa hisaar-e-lams mein utraa sahaab raushan thaa tu rat-jagon ki masaafat mein gum huaa 'khurshid' ik aaftaab pas-e-aaftaab raushan thaa"

"tere honTon pe sajaa hai kyaa hai teraa har rang du'aa hai kyaa hai tere aangan mein luTaa hai kyaa hai vo bhi baarish mein khulaa hai kyaa hai rang chaDhte hain utar jaate hain mausam-e-hijr pata hai kyaa hai log alfaaz badal lete hain aur chehron pe likhaa hai kyaa hai apni barbaad nigaahi ke sitam ek dar aur khulaa hai kyaa hai mere haathon ki lakiron pe na jaa tu ne khud hi to likhaa hai kyaa hai khud se miltaa huun bichhaD jaataa huun khvaab zanjir huaa hai kyaa hai naddiyaan khushk hui jaati hain koi us paar khaDaa hai kyaa hai meri aankhon se qayaamat barse jo bhi kuchh tu ne diyaa hai kyaa hai apne vaqton ki zabaan boltaa huun phir ye baazaar lagaa hai kyaa hai meri basti mein udaasi kaisi shahr ki samt chalaa hai kyaa hai kitni khush-posh fazaa hai 'khurshid' teri aankhon kaa nasha hai kyaa hai"

"bahr-e-rang-e-daastaan rahne diyaa ik tajassus darmiyaan rahne diyaa ab zamin ban kar bichhaa jaataa hai vo main ne jis ko aasmaan rahne diyaa raushni aur khvaab saare hech the apni aankhon mein dhuaan rahne diyaa vo jagah raushan nahin hogi kabhi is mohabbat ko jahaan rahne diyaa maan ne maathaa chuum kar rukhsat kiyaa maamtaa kaa saaebaan rahne diyaa kul milaa ke ye hai raaz-e-tishnagi ham ne dil ko sargiraan rahne diyaa khud hami paamaal Thahre shauq se khush-gumaan ko khush-gumaan rahne diyaa"

"tere tasavvuraat se aage nahin gayaa ye dil tavahhumaat se aage nahin gayaa jo biich raah chhoD gayaa shukr hai vo shakhs meri tavaqqu'aat se aage nahin gayaa shaayad use pasand thiin jhuTi numaaishein lekin main dil ki baat se aage nahin gayaa jazbaat-e-dil ko vo bhi na kuchh Dhang de sakaa main bhi takallufaat se aage nahin gayaa tohfa bhi us ke vaaste kangan liyaa 'zarim' vallah main us ke haath se aage nahin gayaa"

"kisi ki mehrbaani ho gai hai ayaan dil ki kahaani ho gai hai hare mausam ki pahli khvaahishein uf khushi gham ki divaani ho gai hai sabhi afraad ghar ke so gae hain bahut lambi kahaani ho gai hai rivaayat kaa hai ab bhi sahar qaaem har ik jiddat puraani ho gai hai pas-e-chehra milaa ik aur chehra 'aqidat paani paani ho gai hai"

"aakhiri hal thaa yahi pesh-e-nazar jaane diyaa ek gahri saans li phir khvaab mar jaane diyaa saarbaanaa de gavaahi mujh ko pyaari thi anaa rakh liyaa zaad-e-safar aur ham-safar jaane diyaa hazrat-e-naaseh ki khush-uftaadgi pe daad hai khud jidhar se aae the sab ko udhar jaane diyaa is harim-e-naaz mein yuun be-mahaabaa guftugu kuchh bharam rakkhaa to hotaa tum ko gar jaane diyaa tujh ko rokaa jaa rahaa thaa raushni thi jab talak shaam ke Dhalte samay suraj ko ghar jaane diyaa aankh sapne dekhti thi aansuon se kyon bhari chaahti to puchh leti main magar jaane diyaa dostaa qismat na ho to koshishein bekaar hain sabr kaa paimaana ham ne khud hi bhar jaane diyaa dil musir thaa baarhaa kuchh jaanchne ko ruk gae aakhirash us ne hamein baar-e-digar jaane diyaa"

"aisaa to yahaan kuchh bhi nahin hadd-e-nazar tak ham ko to pahunchnaa thaa kisi khvaab-nagar tak ab paanv nahin raah mein dil thakne lagaa hai lekin hamein chalnaa to hai anjaam-e-safar tak ham shor bhi sunte hain samaaat se bahut kam aavaaz bhi jaati hai to bas hadd-e-nazar tak mumkin hai main ab sabr kaa ye peD giraa duun jab haath pahunchtaa hi nahin shaakh-e-samar tak ham apne hi mausam se parakhte hain jahaan ko maahaul kaa lete hi nahin koi asar tak main apne hi andar ki taraf chikh rahaa huun ab dekhiye jaati hai ye aavaaz kidhar tak"

"bahut shaadaab ho lekin bayaabaani nahin jaati ki baam-e-auj chhune se bhi arzaani nahin jaati kai chehron ne aavaazon ne dil aabaad rakkhaa hai magar aankhon mein raqsaan hai jo viraani nahin jaati mujhe apni numu ke vaaste tum se bichhaDnaa hai tumhaare saath rahne se tan-aasaani nahin jaati main is dil ki sabhi sachchaaiyaan taslim kartaa huun magar ik baat aisi bhi hai jo maani nahin jaati hujum-e-shor-o-ghul mein kaun thaa kis ne pukaaraa thaa yahaan to apni bhi aavaaz pahchaani nahin jaati 'samir' is ishq mein insaan kyaa itnaa badaltaa hai main khud par ghaur kartaa huun to hairaani nahin jaati"