yaad kar kar ke tiri yaad miTaane nikle — Faheem Jogapuri

"raat kaa ab koi jaadu nahin chalne vaalaa ik sitaaraa hai use din mein badalne vaalaa dushmani laakh nibhaate rahein kaale baadal shaam se pahle ye suraj nahin Dhalne vaalaa hansne vaale diye khaamosh na honge jab tak ghar pe Thahraa huaa tufaan nahin Talne vaalaa apne pital pe chaDhaate raho sone ke varaq dil ki duniyaa mein ye sikka nahin chalne vaalaa vo mujhe dekh ke phunkaar rahaa hai aise azhdahaa jaise kisi ko ho nigalne vaalaa aatish-e-ishq hai ye khel na samjhe koi khaak ho jaataa hai is aag mein jalne vaalaa chaahe sailaab-e-balaa gher le aakar mujh ko mere bhaai kaa nahin khuun ubalne vaalaa itnaa kamzor bhi samjhe na koi mujh ko 'fahim' gham ke dariyaa se ye kaaghaz nahin galne vaalaa"

"apne qadam ki chaap se yuun Dar rahe hain ham maqtal ki samt jaise safar kar rahe hain ham kyaa chaand aur taaron ko ham jaante nahin ai aasmaan vaalo zamin par rahe hain ham mushkil thaa sath-e-aab se ham ko khangaalnaa baahar nahin the jitnaa ki andar rahe hain ham kal aur koi vaqt ki aankhon mein ho to kyaa ab tak to har nigaah kaa mehvar rahe hain ham dair-o-haram se aur bhi aage nikal gae haan aql ki hudud se baahar rahe hain ham ai ham-safar na puchh masaafat nasib se tu jaantaa hai kitne dinon ghar rahe hain ham baahar na aae ham bhi anaa ke hisaar se is jang mein tumhaare baraabar rahe hain ham jharnon ki kyaa bisaat karein guftugu 'fahim' dariyaa gire jahaan vo samundar rahe hain ham"

"jab bhi hanste hue inkaar kiyaa hai us ne dil pe ik aur nayaa vaar kiyaa hai us ne us ko nafrat ki nigaahon se na dekhe koi umr bhar khud ko bahut pyaar kiyaa hai us ne chumnaa us ko saliqe se zaraa baad-e-sabaa varaq-e-gul ko bhi talvaar kiyaa hai us ne dhuup aavaaz de to chhaanv pukaare us ko kitne aalam ko giraftaar kiyaa hai us ne kyaa kabhi sham-e-farozaan se kisi ne puchhaa kaise ik subh kaa didaar kiyaa hai us ne"

"bech kar tahzib daulat ke pujaari ho gae is zamaane ke sukhanvar bhi madaari ho gae rakh ke vo mizaan par divaan apnaa ro paDe jab kisi ke be-sure alfaaz bhaari ho gae ham ne ik mandir mein dekhi aaj aisi murti aadmi to aadmi patthar pujaari ho gae inqalaab aaya to hai lekin ye kaisaa inqalaab chintiyon ko maarne vaale shikaari ho gae ishq ke baazaar se lauTe hain dil ko haar kar din-o-imaan tum sambhaalo ham juaari ho gae kaun samjhaae samundar ke thapeDon ko 'fahim' kaise kaise vaqt ke aage bhikaari ho gae"

"shaam khaamosh hai peDon pe ujaalaa kam hai lauT aae hain sabhi ek parinda kam hai dekh kar suukh gayaa kaise badan kaa paani main na kahtaa thaa miri pyaas se dariyaa kam hai khud se milne ki kabhi gaanv mein fursat na mili shahr aae hain yahaan milnaa-milaanaa kam hai aaj kyuun aankhon mein pahle se nahin hain aansu aaj kyaa baat hai kyuun mauj mein dariyaa kam hai apne mehmaan ko palkon pe biThaa leti hai muflisi jaanti hai ghar main bichhaunaa kam hai bas yahi soch ke karne lage hijrat aansu apni laashon ke muqaabil yahaan kaandhaa kam hai dil ki har baat zabaan par nahin aati hai 'fahim' main ne sochaa hai ziyaada use likkhaa kam hai"

"falak pe hansne lage chaand taare shaam ke baad hamin udaas hain dariyaa kinaare shaam ke baad khanakti chuDiyaan khushbuein pyaar ki baatein tamaam vasl ke hain istiaare shaam ke baad hamaare din pe zamaane kaa jo tasarruf ho hamaari raat hai aur ham tumhaare shaam ke baad nikaliye ghar se to daaman mein aa hi jaate hain do ek bhaTke hue maah-paare shaam ke baad sunahri machhliyaan Dar jaati hain andheron se so kaun jhiil mein kashti utaare shaam ke baad kahin bhi din mein bhaTaktaa rahun magar vo gali udhar hi raaste muD jaaein saare shaam ke baad udaas raat ke aangan mein dard ki devi baDe hi chaav se zulfein sanvaare shaam ke baad khulaa thaa saamne ik roz baab-e-shahr-e-badan kise bataaein jo dekhe nazaare shaam ke baad tamaam din pe hukumat rahi hamaari 'fahim' ham apne vaqt ke suraj the haare shaam ke baad"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"

"murattab aur bhi ik goshvaara ho rahaa hai to kyaa hai gar abhi ham ko khasaara ho rahaa hai hamaare paas to ham se ziyaada tu nahin thaa so tu kyaa ab to khud se bhi kinaara ho rahaa hai hamaare khvaab mein ahmiyat-e-shab thi ziyaada so ab vo khvaab aankhon mein sitaara ho rahaa hai tumhaari aarzu hone se pahle bhi to ham the guzaara ho rahaa thaa so guzaara ho rahaa hai hayaa-aalud aankhein hain na aanchal hai na chilman ye kis viraan duniyaa kaa nazaara ho rahaa hai abhi ham faisla karne ki ujlat mein nahin hain magar lagtaa hai jiine se khasaara ho rahaa hai khalaa se is zamin par sang-rezo ki ye baarish kisi jaanib se kyaa koi ishaara ho rahaa hai"

"choT par choT khaa rahaa huun main 'aadatan muskuraa rahaa huun main us ke uupar to kuchh asar hi nahin apnaa dil kyon jalaa rahaa huun main aaj tanhaai mein jo baiThe ho kyaa tumhein yaad aa rahaa huun main kaun aaegaa mujh se milne ko apnaa ghar kyon sajaa rahaa huun main aaj ji bhar ke dekh lo mujh ko ab bahut duur jaa rahaa huun main kyaa tumhein ab bhi kuchh shikaayat hai ab to sab kuchh kamaa rahaa huun main haath mein Digriyaan sajaae hue Thokarein kitni khaa rahaa huun main ab mujhe peT in se bharnaa hai ye jo khanjar banaa rahaa huun main kal koi is ko bhi na chhoDegaa ye jo paudaa lagaa rahaa huun main"