aaj khalvat mein khudaa yaad aayaa — Karamat Bukhari

"ye baadal gham ke mausam ke jo chhaT jaate to achchhaa thaa ye phailaae hue manzar simaT jaate to achchhaa thaa ye dil taarik hujra hai ise raushan karo aa kar ye din taarikiyon vaale jo kaT jaate to achchhaa thaa maqaam-e-dil kahin aabaadiyon se duur hai shaayad magar ye faasle dil ke simaT jaate to achchhaa thaa ye daur-e-habs TuuTe to ham apnaa baadbaan kholein magar baad-e-mukhaalif mein jo DaT jaate to achchhaa thaa kahin gard-e-malaamat se kahin gard-e-nadaamat se ye chehre gard-e-gardun se jo aT jaate to achchhaa thaa"

"be-maqsad jab shor machaayaa jaataa hai aksar is mein zulm chhupaayaa jaataa hai patte khud hi Tahni chhoD ke girte hain mausam par ilzaam lagaayaa jaataa hai sadiyon pyaasi is dharti ke siine par qatra qatra meinh barsaayaa jaataa hai lafzon ke ambaar lagaa kar kaaghaz par maani ko is mein dafnaayaa jaataa hai is duniyaa mein jurm chhupaane ki khaatir jurm vahi aksar dohraayaa jaataa hai baDhne phalne phulne vaale sapnon ko bachpan mein hi qatl karaayaa jaataa hai muflis ko insaaf dilaane vaalon kaa daulat se darbaar sajaayaa jaataa hai"

"milne ki jab baat hui thi tanhaai bhi paas khaDi thi aankhon mein tufaan aayaa thaa dil ki basti Duub gai thi main ki tere dhyaan mein gum thaa duniyaa mujh ko DhunDh rahi thi ham donon khaamosh khaDe the saavan ki pur-zor jhaDi thi koson duur mujhe jaanaa thaa paanv mein zanjir paDi thi tum se judaai kaa kyaa ronaa ye to qismat mein likkhi thi khvaabon ke ik shahzaade se niind ki devi ruuTh gai thi saari umr sulagte guzri main thaa yaa giili lakDi thi"

"jis shajar par samar nahin hotaa us ko patthar kaa Dar nahin hotaa aankh mein bhi chamak nahin hoti jab vo pesh-e-nazar nahin hotaa mai-kade mein ye ek khubi hai naasehaa teraa Dar nahin hotaa ab to baazaar bhi hain be-raunaq koi yusuf idhar nahin hotaa jo sadaf saahilon pe rah jaae us mein koi guhar nahin hotaa aah to ab bhi dil se uThti hai lekin us mein asar nahin hotaa gham ke maaron kaa jo bhi maskan ho ghar to hotaa hai par nahin hotaa ahl-e-dil jo bhi kaam karte hain us mein shaitaan kaa shar nahin hotaa"

"lab pe kisi ujDi hui jaagir kaa maatam har lafz miraa halqa-e-zanjir kaa maatam dil mein kahin bujhte hue armaanon kaa nauha aankhon mein kisi yaad ki tasvir kaa maatam har soch mein sangin fazaaon kaa fasaana har fikr mein shaamil huaa tahrir kaa maatam jab se huaa maalum ki ye chaand hai patthar kartaa huun main ab chaand ki taskhir kaa maatam har harf miraa karb-e-musalsal ki ghuTan mein kartaa hai mire khaana-e-dil-gir kaa maatam"

"duniyaa ki is bhiiD mein kho gae jaane kitne log in aankhon se ojhal ho gae jaane kitne log sadme sahte sahte saari umrein biit gaiin aur zamin ko oDh ke so gae jaane kitne log kuchh logon ke ghar mein utri khushiyon ki baaraat aur ghamon ke bojh ko Dho gae jaane kitne log vaqt ke is bahte dariyaa mein khaamoshi ke saath apni naav aap Dubo gae jaane kitne log ek nazar mein us ne har ik dil ko jiit liyaa ek nazar mein us ke ho gae jaane kitne log ashkon ki barsaat mein bah gai mahjuri ki raakh apne dil ke daagh ko dho gae jaane kitne log"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"kahe detaa huun go hai to nahin ye baat kahne ki tiri khvaahish nahin dil mein ziyaada der rahne ki bachaa kar dil guzartaa jaa rahaa huun har ta’alluq se kahaan us aable ko taab hai ab choT sahne ki rag-o-pai mein na hangaama kare to kyaa kare aakhir ijaazat jab nahin is ranj ko aankhon se bahne ki bas apni apni tarjihaat apni apni khvaahish hai tujhe shohrat kamaane ki mujhe ik she'r kahne ki jahaan kaa huun vahin ki raas aaegi fazaa mujh ko ye duniyaa bhi bhalaa koi jagah hai mere rahne ki jo kal 'irfaan' par guzri sunaa kuchh us ke baare mein khabar tum ne suni tufaan mein dariyaa ke bahne ki"

"kal shab dil-e-aavaara ko siine se nikaalaa ye aakhiri kaafir bhi madine se nikaalaa ye fauj nikalti thi kahaan khaana-e-dil se yaadon ko nihaayat hi qarine se nikaalaa main khuun bahaa kar bhi huaa baagh mein rusvaa us gul ne magar kaam pasine se nikaalaa Thahre hain zar-o-sim ke haqdaar tamaashaai aur maar-e-siyah ham ne dafine se nikaalaa ye soch ke saahil pe safar khatm na ho jaae baahar na kabhi paanv safine se nikaalaa"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"