dil pe kaisi ye biptaa paDi — Badr Jamali

"kab zulf-e-dotaa un ki pareshaan nahin hai kab vahshat-e-dil kaa miri saamaan nahin hai yaadon ko lagaae hue siine se guzar jaa ye raah-e-mohabbat hai kuchh aasaan nahin hai duniyaa mein mujhe daulat-e-jaaved hai haasil kyaa dil mein mire aap kaa armaan nahin hai ai baada-kasho zarf ki kuchh baat karo aaj saaqi kaa yahaan aam ab ehsaan nahin hai kyaa puchhte ho tamkanat-e-husn kaa aalam ab jaise karam kaa koi imkaan nahin hai kuchh roz se har neshtar-e-gham hai gavaaraa kyaa ye nigah-e-mast kaa ehsaan nahin hai armaan umang hausla ummid bhi is mein kaashaana-e-dil dosto viraan nahin hai yuun milte hain mujh se vo sar-e-bazm 'jamaali' jaise miri un se koi pahchaan nahin hai"

"baDi hasin-o-tarab-zaa kitaab paDhtaa huun main un kaa qissa-e-auj-e-shabaab paDhtaa huun kabhi kabhi to main ik satr bhi nahin paDhtaa kabhi kitaab ke baa'd-az-kitaab paDhtaa huun khat un kaa haath mein hai dil pe be-khudi taari main khat kahaan khat-e-jaam-e-sharaab paDhtaa huun nazar se un ki milaa kar nazar sar-e-mahfil main har savaal kaa apne javaab paDhtaa huun ridaa-e-laala-o-gul bhi kitaab kaa hai varaq main is mein qissa-e-husn-o-shabaab paDhtaa huun kabhi to yuun bhi miri zindagi lagi hai mujhe ki jaise main kisi majnun kaa khvaab paDhtaa huun isi mein mujh ko milaa mere dard kaa darmaan isi liye to main ummul-kitaab paDhtaa huun jo khat bhi likhkhun to fauran javaab aataa hai main roz un kaa javaab-ul-javaab paDhtaa huun kise hai shauq 'jamaali' ghazal sunaane kaa ba-hukm-e-sadr-e-fazilat-maaab paDhtaa huun"

"shiddat-e-dard aah se puchho haalat-e-dil nigaah se puchho jaannaa ho jo raaz-e-lutf-e-hayaat gardish-e-mehr-o-maah se puchho shisha-e-dil ke TuTne kaa haal shorish-e-aah-aah se puchho raah mein kitne kaarvaan gum hain baat ye gard-e-raah se puchho zarra-e-khaak ki sar-afraazi manzil-e-mahr-o-maah se puchho dil ki khuddaariyon pe kyaa guzri taalib-e-rasm-o-raah se puchho ai 'jamaali' talaash ki lazzat kisi gum-karda-raah se puchho"

"abhi tak tishna-e-takmil meri zindagaani hai abhi tak intizaar-e-dost ki baaqi kahaani hai ye apni zindagi ramz-e-man-o-tu ki kahaani hai na kuchh qurb-e-makaani hai na kuchh bo'd-e-zamaani hai murattab kar rahaa huun daastaan husn-e-gurezaan ki tabi'at mein ba-ru-e-kaar dariyaa ki ravaani hai tumhaaraa husn bhi kaamil hamaaraa 'ishq bhi qaabil na is kaa koi ham-sar hai na is kaa koi saani hai 'jamaali' yaas-o-hasrat ke sivaa kuchh bhi nahin paayaa ye apni zindagi bargashta qismat ki kahaani hai"

"thaa anjuman mein ghair ki dilbar banaa huaa baiThaa hai mere saamne patthar banaa huaa ban kar bigaDnaa 'arsa-e-hasti ke khel hain bigDaa hazaar baar muqaddar banaa huaa aa jaao dil mein raunaq-e-har-zindagi liye maujud hai tumhaare liye ghar banaa huaa ik shakhs mere saath hi rahtaa hai raat-din aaina-e-hayaat kaa jauhar banaa huaa patthar phir us ke haath mein kis ne thamaa diye khunin hai raah raah kaa manzar banaa huaa ahl-e-nazar hai badr 'jamaali' na ahl-e-fan itraataa phir rahaa hai sukhanvar banaa huaa"

"ham gham-e-zamaana se yuun nazar milaaeinge mushkilein paDeingi jab aur muskuraaeinge phir bahaar aaegi phuul muskuraaeinge phir junun ke afsaane ham ko yaad aaeinge zaahiri tapaak un kaa de gayaa hamein dhokaa ye samajh rahe the ham dil se dil milaaeinge aasmaan ke sah paaro tez-gaam sayyaaro an-qarib tum se bhi ham qadam milaaeinge jaadui khirad hai vo ye junun ki manzil hai tum idhar na aaoge ham udhar na jaaeinge vo hazaar Thukraae ham se ruuTh bhi jaae zindagi ko khud baDh kar ham gale lagaaeinge aaj to 'jamaali' ko bazm se uThaate hain ek din zarur us ko aap phir bulaaeinge"

"is ishq-e-junun-khez mein kyaa kyaa nahin hotaa divaana hai jo qais se lailaa nahin hotaa kuchh hashr lahad par abhi barpaa nahin hotaa aae ho to Thahro koi zinda nahin hotaa kyuun kar ye kahun husn kaa nashsha nahin hotaa hotaa to bahut hai magar itnaa nahin hotaa kuchh kahiye to sharmaa ke jhukaa lete hain gardan bhule se bhi ab vaada-e-fardaa nahin hotaa milte hain vo dil surkh hui jaati hai chuTki naazuk hain bahut khun-e-tamannaa nahin hotaa deti hai mazaa mai kaa hamein talkhi-e-tauba jab haath mein paimaana-e-sahbaa nahin hotaa vo hashr ke din kushte ko Thukraa chuke sau-baar kuchh jaan si paD jaati hai zinda nahin hotaa boli ye tamannaa jo ruke vo dar-e-dil par ghar aap kaa hai aap se pardaa nahin hotaa tiron ko jagah dete hain jo siine mein apne un logon ke ai jaan kaleja nahin hotaa sahraa se qadam ghar ki taraf khaak uThaaun kaanTe se judaa paanv kaa chhaalaa nahin hotaa baiThe nazar aate hain vahi teri gali mein jin kaa kahin duniyaa mein Thikaanaa nahin hotaa furqat mein hai kyuun nazaa ki taklif gavaaraa mar jaaein 'riyaaz' aap se itnaa nahin hotaa"

"ajab mushkil ki dil kaa haal aisaa ho gayaa hai sabhi ab puchhte hain mujh se ye kyaa ho gayaa hai main ye samjhaa ki gham kaa ab mudaavaa ho gayaa hai kuredaa zakhm to ye aur taaza ho gayaa hai kabhi fursat mile to khud se main baatein karungaa mujhe khud se mile bhi to zamaana ho gayaa hai magar ab sochtaa huun toD duun saare maraasim magar dil bhi tire gham se shanaasaa ho gayaa hai miri barbaad hasti kaa nazaara dekhne ko vo aae aur gham mein phir izaafa ho gayaa hai isi dariyaa mein ab khud ko Dubonaa chaahtaa huun ki is dil kaa talaatum mein kinaare ho gayaa hai chalo bhi 'qalb' ab tum dusraa dekho Thikaanaa ki is basti mein apnaa sab paraayaa ho gayaa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"kahe detaa huun go hai to nahin ye baat kahne ki tiri khvaahish nahin dil mein ziyaada der rahne ki bachaa kar dil guzartaa jaa rahaa huun har ta’alluq se kahaan us aable ko taab hai ab choT sahne ki rag-o-pai mein na hangaama kare to kyaa kare aakhir ijaazat jab nahin is ranj ko aankhon se bahne ki bas apni apni tarjihaat apni apni khvaahish hai tujhe shohrat kamaane ki mujhe ik she'r kahne ki jahaan kaa huun vahin ki raas aaegi fazaa mujh ko ye duniyaa bhi bhalaa koi jagah hai mere rahne ki jo kal 'irfaan' par guzri sunaa kuchh us ke baare mein khabar tum ne suni tufaan mein dariyaa ke bahne ki"

"bahr-e-rang-e-daastaan rahne diyaa ik tajassus darmiyaan rahne diyaa ab zamin ban kar bichhaa jaataa hai vo main ne jis ko aasmaan rahne diyaa raushni aur khvaab saare hech the apni aankhon mein dhuaan rahne diyaa vo jagah raushan nahin hogi kabhi is mohabbat ko jahaan rahne diyaa maan ne maathaa chuum kar rukhsat kiyaa maamtaa kaa saaebaan rahne diyaa kul milaa ke ye hai raaz-e-tishnagi ham ne dil ko sargiraan rahne diyaa khud hami paamaal Thahre shauq se khush-gumaan ko khush-gumaan rahne diyaa"

"tere tasavvuraat se aage nahin gayaa ye dil tavahhumaat se aage nahin gayaa jo biich raah chhoD gayaa shukr hai vo shakhs meri tavaqqu'aat se aage nahin gayaa shaayad use pasand thiin jhuTi numaaishein lekin main dil ki baat se aage nahin gayaa jazbaat-e-dil ko vo bhi na kuchh Dhang de sakaa main bhi takallufaat se aage nahin gayaa tohfa bhi us ke vaaste kangan liyaa 'zarim' vallah main us ke haath se aage nahin gayaa"