husn-e-fitrat ke amiin qaatil-e-kirdaar na ban — Fitrat Ansari

"un kaa manshaa hai na phaile khas-o-khaashaak mein aag aatish-e-dil na lagaa dida-e-namnaak mein aag barq-e-gham ban ke jo ehsaas-e-nazar phunk gai is qadar thi tire ik jumla-e-be-baak mein aag shoala-e-mai ki navaazish hai to lag jaaegi saaz-e-hasti ke har ik naghma-e-naapaak mein aag un ke aangan mein bhi angaare baras jaaeinge aah-e-sozaan na lagaa daaman-e-aflaak mein aag qaafile aur bhi manzil ki taraf aate hain tum sar-e-raah dabaao na abhi khaak mein aag shukr hai us ki tamannaa hui puuri yaarab tere divaane ki muddat se rahi taak mein aag chashm-e-fitrat se Tapaktaa hai mohabbat kaa jalaal phail jaae na kahin aalam-e-idraak mein aag"

"nae jahaan mein puraani sharaab le aae andheri raat mein ham aaftaab le aae mire yaqin mein gunjaaish-e-dalil nahin javaaz DhunDne vaale kitaab le aae paDe the ek hi aalam mein ahl-e-mai-khaana shikast-e-jaam se ham inqalaab le aae vo kaamyaab-e-mohabbat hain jo tire dar se khud apne aap ko naa-kaamyaab le aae tamaam umr jo chhaayaa rahegaa aankhon mein tumhaari bazm se ham aisaa khvaab le aae yahaan to ek bhi gham-aashnaa nahin apnaa farishte mujh ko kahaan be-naqaab le aae hayaat-e-ishq mein ham toD kar quyud-e-vafaa kisi bhi taur sahi inqalaab le aae vahi safine jo tufaan-shanaas the fitrat sukut-e-shahr mein ik iztiraab le aae"

"nigaah-e-husn ki taasir ban gayaa shaayad khayaal-e-zehn mein zanjir ban gayaa shaayad vo ek naam jo tum ne miTaa diyaa hai abhi jabin-e-vaqt pe tahrir ban gayaa shaayad miri nigaah mein naa-mo'tabar thaa jis kaa vajud vo faasla miri taqdir ban gayaa shaayad khud apnaa chehra bhi ab to nazar nahin aataa har aaina tiri tasvir ban gayaa shaayad rah-e-khulus mein fitrat thi jis ki mustahkam vo sang-e-mil bhi rahgir ban gayaa shaayad"

"intikhaab-e-nigah-e-shauq ko mushkil bhi nahin koi aaina tiraa aaj muqaabil bhi nahin kaun se gul ki khabar baad-e-sahar laai hai sehn-e-gulshan mein kahin shor-e-anaadil bhi nahin jaane ab kaun si manzil mein mein arbaab-e-junun duur tak dasht mein aavaaz-e-salaasil bhi nahin tiir aate hain kamin-gaah se meri jaanib meri taqdir mein kyaa jalva-e-qaatil bhi nahin tujh se aur chashm-e-tavajjoh kaa gilaa kyaa maani teraa fitrat tire ikhlaas ke qaabil bhi nahin"

"tasavvur mein jamaal-e-ru-e-taabaan le ke chaltaa huun andheri raah mein sham-e-farozaan le ke chaltaa huun shikasta-dil hujum-e-yaas-o-hirmaan le ke chaltaa huun huzur-e-husn main ye saaz-o-saamaan le ke chaltaa huun unhein shaayad yaqin aa jaae ab meri mohabbat kaa main un ke ru-ba-ru chaak-e-garebaan le ke chaltaa huun tumhaari yaad har ik gaam par mujh ko rulaati hai agar dil mein kabhi jiine kaa armaan le ke chaltaa huun Tapaktaa hai lahu ehsaas ke rangin darichon se main apne dil mein jab yaad-e-shahidaan le ke chaltaa huun use shaayad miri maasumiyat par rahm aa jaae khudaa ke saamne main fard-e-isyaan le ke chaltaa huun mujhe bhi apne ehsaas-e-vafaa ko aazmaanaa hai ba-zoam-e-ishq afkaar-e-pareshaan le ke chaltaa huun miri khuddaar 'fitrat' ki khudaa hi aabru rakkhe khizaan ke daur mein azm-e-bahaaraan le ke chaltaa huun"

"zauq-e-nazar ko jalvaa-e-be-taab le gayaa taabir ke nashaat ko ik khvaab le gayaa mauj-e-subuk-khiraam ki tahrik hi to thaa vo hausla jo mujh ko tah-e-aab le gayaa sar un ki baargaah mein jhuk to gayaa magar dil aabru-e-mimbar-o-mehraab le gayaa naghmaat-e-dil fazaa mein bikharne na paae the taar-e-nafas ko sadma-e-mizraab le gayaa dil irtiqaa-e-zehn kaa haasil to ho gayaa husn-e-yaqin ko aalam-e-asbaab le gayaa hairat-fishaaniyaan mujhe de to gayaa magar aaina zindagi ki tab-o-taab le gayaa ham ne mahal banaae the kuchh regzaar par jin ko bahaa ke vaqt kaa sailaab le gayaa"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"

"choT par choT khaa rahaa huun main 'aadatan muskuraa rahaa huun main us ke uupar to kuchh asar hi nahin apnaa dil kyon jalaa rahaa huun main aaj tanhaai mein jo baiThe ho kyaa tumhein yaad aa rahaa huun main kaun aaegaa mujh se milne ko apnaa ghar kyon sajaa rahaa huun main aaj ji bhar ke dekh lo mujh ko ab bahut duur jaa rahaa huun main kyaa tumhein ab bhi kuchh shikaayat hai ab to sab kuchh kamaa rahaa huun main haath mein Digriyaan sajaae hue Thokarein kitni khaa rahaa huun main ab mujhe peT in se bharnaa hai ye jo khanjar banaa rahaa huun main kal koi is ko bhi na chhoDegaa ye jo paudaa lagaa rahaa huun main"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"