jab shikam mein chaar daane ho gae — Farhan Khan

"tamaam nuskhe badal chukaa jab tab apni fitrat badal rahaa huun miri tabi'at ke hain mukhaalif main aise saanchon mein Dhal rahaa huun 'amal register ke likhne vaale ye do farishte mujhe bataaein ye kaun sab kuchh chalaa rahaa hai main kis ki marzi se chal rahaa huun kabhi to ban kar ke abr-e-baaraan main pyaase logon mein jaa barastaa magar main apni anaa kaa khaadim kuein ke jaisaa aTal rahaa huun vo ik nazariye se dekhtaa thaa so ab nazariya badal gayaa hai to us ko lagne lagaa hai jaise main rafta-rafta badal rahaa huun mukhaalifat ki khalish ne meri hayaat jab laa-‘ilaaj kar di jidhar ko duniyaa ki Dhaal thi ab usi taraf main phisal rahaa huun miri haqiqat pe thiin musallat vo saari partein udhaD rahi hain mujhe khabar bhi nahin thi yaaro main khud mein jaisaa nikal rahaa huun nayaa chalan hai ki hukmaraanon ko bad-gumaani ye ho gai hai ki ek adnaa ghulaam huun main aur un ke TukDon pe pal rahaa huun"

"raah dushvaar hai us pe jaanaa nahin log kahte rahe ham ne maanaa nahin ho gai hain mizaajon mein tabdiliyaan der tak jaagnaa muskuraanaa nahin ghar ki ashyaa mein shaamil mohabbat rahe ghar faqat markaz-e-aab-o-daana nahin zindagi ek jangal ki patli saDak aur jangal ki jis mein Thikaanaa nahin bazm-e-yaaraan saji roz kuchh is tarah jaise 'aadat ho milnaa milaanaa nahin azhdahe ghonslon ke muhaane pe hain aur aage kaa is ke fasaana nahin kal zaminon se taarikh niklegi jab haDDiyaan hi mileingi khazaana nahin ik nasihat suno apne sayyaad ko bakhsh denaa magar bhuul jaanaa nahin"

"taazgi ko taras gayaa paani ek bandhe mein kas gayaa paani chhat Tapakti rahi july-bhar phir palastar ko Das gayaa paani gasht kartaa thaa kitnaa miThaa thaa kis samandar mein bas gayaa paani ashk ab is qadar nahin bahte sahme sahme jhulas gayaa paani jaan phir bach gai hai dahqaan ki vaqt se phir baras gayaa paani"

"us ne tasvir ik banaai hai us ke haathon mein raushnaai hai jail kaa daaera baDhaa denaa ye nae daur ki rihaai hai mujh ko anjaam par bharosa hai ye aziyyat to ibtidaai hai ham to saude mein jaan de dete us ne qimat baDi lagaai hai ek khiDki jo dhuup deti hai peD ko kaaT kar banaai hai meri ulfat mein koi shakl nahin ye mohabbat ki paarsaai hai"

"ye duniyaa jab ri’aayat maangti hai har ik tohfe ki qimat maangti hai tumhein jaldi paDi hai shaahzaadi mohabbat ek muddat maangti hai bilaa-asbaab khushiyaan chaahtaa huun magar taskin rishvat maangti hai pighal ke aa rahi hai barf niche ye basti ab ijaazat maangti hai uTho maayusiyon ke par TaTolo koi parvaaz shafqat maangti hai hukumat khud nahin chalti hai lekin chalaane ki liyaaqat maangti hai kasaao ruuh par karte hi rahiye vagarna ye fazilat maangti hai ghazal kaisi bhi tum 'farhaan' kah do bil-aakhir ye samaa'at maangti hai"

"kucha kucha bhaTak rahaa huun main aasmaanon ko tak rahaa huun main jabki vaa'da hai mushk-o-'ambar kaa roTiyaan kyon lapak rahaa huun main is muqarrir pe meraa saaya hai guftugu mein jhalak rahaa huun main us ne puchhaa hai khat mein haal miraa fitratan phir jhijhak rahaa huun main dasht mein chaar din guzaare hain jugnuon saa damak rahaa huun main kaun puchhegaa mujh ko mere baa'd kis ki khaatir ye thak rahaa huun main ye jo main muskuraa ke miltaa huun apne girya ko Dhak rahaa huun main 'daagh' kahte the kyaa ghazal pyaari aur misron mein bak rahaa huun main"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"bahr-e-rang-e-daastaan rahne diyaa ik tajassus darmiyaan rahne diyaa ab zamin ban kar bichhaa jaataa hai vo main ne jis ko aasmaan rahne diyaa raushni aur khvaab saare hech the apni aankhon mein dhuaan rahne diyaa vo jagah raushan nahin hogi kabhi is mohabbat ko jahaan rahne diyaa maan ne maathaa chuum kar rukhsat kiyaa maamtaa kaa saaebaan rahne diyaa kul milaa ke ye hai raaz-e-tishnagi ham ne dil ko sargiraan rahne diyaa khud hami paamaal Thahre shauq se khush-gumaan ko khush-gumaan rahne diyaa"

"tere tasavvuraat se aage nahin gayaa ye dil tavahhumaat se aage nahin gayaa jo biich raah chhoD gayaa shukr hai vo shakhs meri tavaqqu'aat se aage nahin gayaa shaayad use pasand thiin jhuTi numaaishein lekin main dil ki baat se aage nahin gayaa jazbaat-e-dil ko vo bhi na kuchh Dhang de sakaa main bhi takallufaat se aage nahin gayaa tohfa bhi us ke vaaste kangan liyaa 'zarim' vallah main us ke haath se aage nahin gayaa"

"ajab mushkil ki dil kaa haal aisaa ho gayaa hai sabhi ab puchhte hain mujh se ye kyaa ho gayaa hai main ye samjhaa ki gham kaa ab mudaavaa ho gayaa hai kuredaa zakhm to ye aur taaza ho gayaa hai kabhi fursat mile to khud se main baatein karungaa mujhe khud se mile bhi to zamaana ho gayaa hai magar ab sochtaa huun toD duun saare maraasim magar dil bhi tire gham se shanaasaa ho gayaa hai miri barbaad hasti kaa nazaara dekhne ko vo aae aur gham mein phir izaafa ho gayaa hai isi dariyaa mein ab khud ko Dubonaa chaahtaa huun ki is dil kaa talaatum mein kinaare ho gayaa hai chalo bhi 'qalb' ab tum dusraa dekho Thikaanaa ki is basti mein apnaa sab paraayaa ho gayaa hai"

"na koi dost ho meraa na ho adu meraa tum apne munh se agar kah do mujh ko tu meraa fasurdagi mein junun-e-havaa-e-gul yaani khizaan ke daur mein saudaa-e-rang-o-bu meraa jo tum nahin to bahaar-e-jinaan mein khaak nahin bahut vasia hai daamaan-e-aarzu meraa nibhegi ai dil-e-aavaara ab na tujh se miri bas aaj se na main teraa huun aur na tu meraa banaa rahe hain vo jalve ki apne tasvirein dikhaa dikhaa ke tamaashaa-e-rang-o-bu meraa kisi ki zulf-e-siyah kah rahi hai khul khul kar ghaTaa ne rang uDaayaa hai hu-ba-hu meraa mah-e-siyaam kaa aur intizaam kyaa karte janaab-e-shaikh uDaa le gae subu meraa jafaa kaa rang judaa hai vafaa kaa rang judaa malo na dast-e-hinaai mein tum lahu meraa taDap rahi hai jo abr-e-siyaah mein bijli firaaq mein yahi naqsha thaa hu-ba-hu meraa suhaani raat hai chhiTki hai chaandni 'muztar' miri nigaah mein phirtaa hai maah-ru meraa"

"khurshid jhaanktaa hai ridaa-e-sahaab se yaa nuur chhan rahaa hai kisi ke naqaab se baahar jo aaj dekh liyaa hai hijaab se suraj laraz rahaa hai tumhaare shabaab se naaseh Daraa rahe the khudaa ke 'azaab se khud hi janaab baaz na aae sharaab se lamhe guzar chuke hain jo phulon ki sej par is daur-e-pur-khatar mein vo lagte hain khvaab se khud ko to pahle dekhiye phir kahiye bevafaa bas itni iltijaa hai hamaari janaab se har roz ik na ik nai zid hai zabaan par tang aa gayaa huun main dil-e-khaana-kharaab se ahl-e-vafaa mein meraa vahi naam paD gayaa tum ne mujhe navaaz diyaa jis khitaab se kin manzilon pe meraa nishaan-e-qadam nahin puchho miraa maqaam mah-o-aaftaab se jo husn kaa kahin bhi tahaffuz na kar sake phir kaun saa hai faaeda aisi naqaab se saaya bhi jis hasin kaa DhunDe na mil sakaa be-misl vo khudaa ke hue intikhaab se sun kar hamaare she'r vo kuchh muskuraa diye 'faaruq' aaj ham bhi rahe kaamyaab se"