kucha kucha bhaTak rahaa huun main — Farhan Khan

"tamaam nuskhe badal chukaa jab tab apni fitrat badal rahaa huun miri tabi'at ke hain mukhaalif main aise saanchon mein Dhal rahaa huun 'amal register ke likhne vaale ye do farishte mujhe bataaein ye kaun sab kuchh chalaa rahaa hai main kis ki marzi se chal rahaa huun kabhi to ban kar ke abr-e-baaraan main pyaase logon mein jaa barastaa magar main apni anaa kaa khaadim kuein ke jaisaa aTal rahaa huun vo ik nazariye se dekhtaa thaa so ab nazariya badal gayaa hai to us ko lagne lagaa hai jaise main rafta-rafta badal rahaa huun mukhaalifat ki khalish ne meri hayaat jab laa-‘ilaaj kar di jidhar ko duniyaa ki Dhaal thi ab usi taraf main phisal rahaa huun miri haqiqat pe thiin musallat vo saari partein udhaD rahi hain mujhe khabar bhi nahin thi yaaro main khud mein jaisaa nikal rahaa huun nayaa chalan hai ki hukmaraanon ko bad-gumaani ye ho gai hai ki ek adnaa ghulaam huun main aur un ke TukDon pe pal rahaa huun"

"raah dushvaar hai us pe jaanaa nahin log kahte rahe ham ne maanaa nahin ho gai hain mizaajon mein tabdiliyaan der tak jaagnaa muskuraanaa nahin ghar ki ashyaa mein shaamil mohabbat rahe ghar faqat markaz-e-aab-o-daana nahin zindagi ek jangal ki patli saDak aur jangal ki jis mein Thikaanaa nahin bazm-e-yaaraan saji roz kuchh is tarah jaise 'aadat ho milnaa milaanaa nahin azhdahe ghonslon ke muhaane pe hain aur aage kaa is ke fasaana nahin kal zaminon se taarikh niklegi jab haDDiyaan hi mileingi khazaana nahin ik nasihat suno apne sayyaad ko bakhsh denaa magar bhuul jaanaa nahin"

"jab shikam mein chaar daane ho gae ham gadaagar sab siyaane ho gae ik tiri dahliz thi pahle-pahal ab bahattar aastaane ho gae ab koi rishta nayaa darpesh hai zakhm pichhle sab puraane ho gae ik shajar ko kaaT kar kamra banaa sab parinde be-Thikaane ho gae ye ‘alaalat ye buDhaapaa ye vabaa khaatme ke sab bahaane ho gae sab liye phirte hain dil TuuTaa huaa qais ke kitne gharaane ho gae shaa'iri had se tajaavuz kar gai aur qaumon ke taraane ho gae"

"taazgi ko taras gayaa paani ek bandhe mein kas gayaa paani chhat Tapakti rahi july-bhar phir palastar ko Das gayaa paani gasht kartaa thaa kitnaa miThaa thaa kis samandar mein bas gayaa paani ashk ab is qadar nahin bahte sahme sahme jhulas gayaa paani jaan phir bach gai hai dahqaan ki vaqt se phir baras gayaa paani"

"us ne tasvir ik banaai hai us ke haathon mein raushnaai hai jail kaa daaera baDhaa denaa ye nae daur ki rihaai hai mujh ko anjaam par bharosa hai ye aziyyat to ibtidaai hai ham to saude mein jaan de dete us ne qimat baDi lagaai hai ek khiDki jo dhuup deti hai peD ko kaaT kar banaai hai meri ulfat mein koi shakl nahin ye mohabbat ki paarsaai hai"

"ye duniyaa jab ri’aayat maangti hai har ik tohfe ki qimat maangti hai tumhein jaldi paDi hai shaahzaadi mohabbat ek muddat maangti hai bilaa-asbaab khushiyaan chaahtaa huun magar taskin rishvat maangti hai pighal ke aa rahi hai barf niche ye basti ab ijaazat maangti hai uTho maayusiyon ke par TaTolo koi parvaaz shafqat maangti hai hukumat khud nahin chalti hai lekin chalaane ki liyaaqat maangti hai kasaao ruuh par karte hi rahiye vagarna ye fazilat maangti hai ghazal kaisi bhi tum 'farhaan' kah do bil-aakhir ye samaa'at maangti hai"

"is ishq-e-junun-khez mein kyaa kyaa nahin hotaa divaana hai jo qais se lailaa nahin hotaa kuchh hashr lahad par abhi barpaa nahin hotaa aae ho to Thahro koi zinda nahin hotaa kyuun kar ye kahun husn kaa nashsha nahin hotaa hotaa to bahut hai magar itnaa nahin hotaa kuchh kahiye to sharmaa ke jhukaa lete hain gardan bhule se bhi ab vaada-e-fardaa nahin hotaa milte hain vo dil surkh hui jaati hai chuTki naazuk hain bahut khun-e-tamannaa nahin hotaa deti hai mazaa mai kaa hamein talkhi-e-tauba jab haath mein paimaana-e-sahbaa nahin hotaa vo hashr ke din kushte ko Thukraa chuke sau-baar kuchh jaan si paD jaati hai zinda nahin hotaa boli ye tamannaa jo ruke vo dar-e-dil par ghar aap kaa hai aap se pardaa nahin hotaa tiron ko jagah dete hain jo siine mein apne un logon ke ai jaan kaleja nahin hotaa sahraa se qadam ghar ki taraf khaak uThaaun kaanTe se judaa paanv kaa chhaalaa nahin hotaa baiThe nazar aate hain vahi teri gali mein jin kaa kahin duniyaa mein Thikaanaa nahin hotaa furqat mein hai kyuun nazaa ki taklif gavaaraa mar jaaein 'riyaaz' aap se itnaa nahin hotaa"

"hai jo ik maa'raka faisal nahin hone detaa jin vo ho ke mujhe botal nahin hone detaa qatl ik roz hi kartaa huun isi goshe mein aur saabit ise maqtal nahin hone detaa zid hai us ki ki har ik shaakh ho phir sabz hi sabz garche paidaa koi konpal nahin hone detaa raushni apne khayaalon hi se karni hogi koi raushan kahin mash'al nahin hone detaa chun-ki miTTi ki bhi ek apni alag khushbu hai main kahin bhi ise sandal nahin hone detaa ik parinda ki jo sahtaa hai havaaon kaa dabaao aur parvaaz ko paidal nahin hone detaa Dar hai us ko nazar aae na kahin zehn kaa 'aks vo miraa aaina saiqal nahin hone detaa tiraa qaanun hai jangal kaa ghanimat hai ki tu mire is shahr ko jangal nahin hone detaa chalo baat us ki sunein ek 'ajab mantiq se jo kisi baat ko muhmal nahin hone detaa"

"muzhda ai zauq-e-asiri ki nazar aataa hai daam-e-khaali qafas-e-murgh-e-giraftaar ke paas jigar-e-tishna-e-aazaar tasalli na huaa ju-e-khun ham ne bahaai bun-e-har khaar ke paas mund gaiin kholte hi kholte aankhein hai hai khuub vaqt aae tum is 'aashiq-e-bimaar ke paas main bhi ruk ruk ke na martaa jo zabaan ke badle dashna ik tez saa hotaa mire gham-khvaar ke paas dahan-e-sher mein jaa baiThe lekin ai dil na khaDe ho jiye khubaan-e-dil-aazaar ke paas dekh kar tujh ko chaman bas-ki numu kartaa hai khud-ba-khud pahunche hai gul gosha-e-dastaar ke paas mar gayaa phoD ke sar 'ghaalib'-e-vahshi hai hai baiThnaa us kaa vo aa kar tiri divaar ke paas kab faqiron ko rasaai bu-e-mai-khvaar ke paas to bane bu dijiye maikhaane ki divaar ke paas"

"ajab mushkil ki dil kaa haal aisaa ho gayaa hai sabhi ab puchhte hain mujh se ye kyaa ho gayaa hai main ye samjhaa ki gham kaa ab mudaavaa ho gayaa hai kuredaa zakhm to ye aur taaza ho gayaa hai kabhi fursat mile to khud se main baatein karungaa mujhe khud se mile bhi to zamaana ho gayaa hai magar ab sochtaa huun toD duun saare maraasim magar dil bhi tire gham se shanaasaa ho gayaa hai miri barbaad hasti kaa nazaara dekhne ko vo aae aur gham mein phir izaafa ho gayaa hai isi dariyaa mein ab khud ko Dubonaa chaahtaa huun ki is dil kaa talaatum mein kinaare ho gayaa hai chalo bhi 'qalb' ab tum dusraa dekho Thikaanaa ki is basti mein apnaa sab paraayaa ho gayaa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"kahe detaa huun go hai to nahin ye baat kahne ki tiri khvaahish nahin dil mein ziyaada der rahne ki bachaa kar dil guzartaa jaa rahaa huun har ta’alluq se kahaan us aable ko taab hai ab choT sahne ki rag-o-pai mein na hangaama kare to kyaa kare aakhir ijaazat jab nahin is ranj ko aankhon se bahne ki bas apni apni tarjihaat apni apni khvaahish hai tujhe shohrat kamaane ki mujhe ik she'r kahne ki jahaan kaa huun vahin ki raas aaegi fazaa mujh ko ye duniyaa bhi bhalaa koi jagah hai mere rahne ki jo kal 'irfaan' par guzri sunaa kuchh us ke baare mein khabar tum ne suni tufaan mein dariyaa ke bahne ki"