jazbaat ki shiddat se nikhartaa hai bayaan aur — Ehsan Jafri

"apnon ne ujaaDaa hai chaman jaan gae hain pardon mein chhupaa kaun hai pahchaan gae hain tapti hui saDkon pe safar ham ne kiyaa hai ab barf jo dekhi hai to ausaan gae hain vishvaas ki girti hui divaar ke saae qadmon se kuchalte hue imaan gae hain maanaa ki diyaa us ne hamein rutba-e-aali jannat se nikaale bhi to insaan gae hain ghar apnaa samajh kar jo rahe farsh-e-zamin par rote hue duniyaa se vo mehmaan gae hain jo phuul ki khushbu ko chhupaane mein lage the naakaam mohabbat mein vo insaan gae hain un se to na thi koi hamein bughz-o-adaavat be-kaar si baaton ko buraa maan gae hain"

"tum achchhe masihaa ho davaa kyon nahin dete be-nur jo hai sham' bujhaa kyon nahin dete be-naam huun be-nang huun zaahir to hai tum par gar rabt nahin dil se bhulaa kyon nahin dete khushbu ki tarah phuul ki uThungaa chaman se tum phuul ko zulfon se giraa kyon nahin dete pahunchungaa kashaakash mein jahaan tum ne bulaayaa tum hashr ke maidaan se sadaa kyon nahin dete mahfil mein agar raunaq-e-mahfil hai koi aur ye baat bhi mahfil ko bataa kyon nahin dete ik buund si larzaan hai sar-e-chashm-e-tamannaa naayaab nahin aab giraa kyon nahin dete naa-karda gunaahon ki sazaa maut mili hai phir karda gunaahon ki sazaa kyon nahin dete zakhmon ko mire dil pe agar dekh liyaa hai daaman se vafaaon ki havaa kyon nahin dete dekhaa thaa kabhi ham ne mohabbat kaa janaaza baaqi hai agar kuchh to dikhaa kyon nahin dete har lamha hamaaraa hi fasaana hai zabaan par ham kuchh bhi nahin hain to bhulaa kyon nahin dete kar leinge har ik manzil-e-dushvaar ko sar ham ik jaam mohabbat kaa pilaa kyon nahin dete"

"zindagi ik aag hai vo aag jalnaa chaahiye be-hisi ik barf hai is ko pighalnaa chaahiye maut bhi hai zindagi aur maut se Darnaa fuzul maut se aankhein milaa kar muskuraanaa chaahiye valvale tufaan-o-aandhi barq-o-baaraan zalzale in nae saanchon mein ham ko aaj Dhalnaa chaahiye bhuuk bekaari ke shikve un se karnaa hai fuzul un ke aage taan kar siina nikalnaa chaahiye ne diyaa hai aur na deinge ye masaaib kaa javaab ab hamein taqdir apni khud badalnaa chaahiye ho gali kuche mein charchaa baat ye kaafi nahin dushmanon ke paanv ki dharti dahalnaa chaahiye"

"tere dar se uThe gham uThaate rahe bazm-e-khvaab-e-mohabbat sajaate rahe chalte chalte mile kitne dasht-e-junun giit ulfat ke ham to sunaate rahe khud to jehd-o-amal se gurezaan rahe naqsh-e-qismat magar vo bataate rahe yuun to taarik thi apni raah-e-safar khun-e-dil se diye ham jalaate rahe regzaaron mein husn-e-vafaa kaa sila yaar yaaron se nazrein churaate rahe"

"bataa manzil-e-shauq kyaa ho gayaa miri koshishon kaa sila kho gayaa havaadis ki aandhi hai zoron pe aaj miraa raahbar aaj kyon so gayaa na pand-o-nasihat na zauq-e-amal ye shaikh-o-barahman ko kyaa ho gayaa chaman se guzarti hai munh pher kar sabaa ki adaaon ko kyaa ho gayaa tiri dil-navaazi ki kyaa degaa daad palaT kar vo aayaa nahin jo gayaa"

"dard dil mein muqim kis kaa hai kaam ye hai aziim kis kaa hai din-o-mazhab bajaa sahi lekin rone vaalaa yatim kis kaa hai khun-e-divaar kei kitaabon par husn-e-naqsh-e-qadim kis kaa hai faisla ho chukaa marizon kaa muntazir ab hakim kis kaa hai baanT do gar havaa to ham samjhein raam kis kaa rahim kis kaa hai"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"

"jahaan-e-dard-o-gham hai aur main huun tiraa naqsh-e-qadam hai aur main huun kisi ki aankh nam hai aur main huun vufur-e-shauq kam hai aur main huun mujhe hai daulat-e-kaunain haasil mire rab kaa karam hai aur main huun main apne aap ko pahchaantaa huun miraa apnaa bharam hai aur main huun yahi kyaa kam hai duniyaa-e-vafaa mein mujhe ehsaas-e-gham hai aur main huun kisi ki yaad kaa ehsaan hai mujh par sukun-e-dil baham hai aur main huun mujhe 'mahmud' koi Dar nahin hai miraa apnaa qalam hai aur main huun"