jism ke is khanDar ki tanhaai — Arpit Sharma Arpit

"mire vahm-o-gumaan pe raat din chhaai udaasi hai pahan kar khvaahishon kaa ye badan aai udaasi hai parinda jism ke pinjre mein aayaa to bahut khush thaa magar us ne sahar se shaam tak paai udaasi hai koi batlaae ki ab kis tarah paaun sukun-e-dil mere is jism ke pinjre mein dar aai udaasi hai chaman be-rang afsurda kali har phuul be-khushbu bahaaron ki fazaa bhi is baras laai udaasi hai nazar aayaa nahin mujh ko miraa gul-rang chehra jab kahaa aaine ne hazrat ye tanhaai udaasi hai har ik su shahr-e-dil-aaraam mein jashn-e-bahaaraan thaa fazaa mere hi ghar aangan ki kahlaai udaasi hai ghaTaa chhaate hi jaise dhuup chhaT jaati hai aangan ki tujhe aate zaraa dekhaa to sharmaai udaasi hai"

"aap baiThein bhi hain aise ke huaa kuchh bhi nahin us ke jaane se mire paas rahaa kuchh bhi nahin haae kyaa shakhs thaa phulon mein gulaabon ki tarah ab na jaane kahaan kaisaa hai pata kuchh bhi nahin tum mujhe dekh to sakte ho magar dhyaan rahe meri aankhon mein hai ab gham ke sivaa kuchh bhi nahin us ne chup rah ke mire saare bharam toD diye boltaa main hi rahaa us ne kahaa kuchh bhi nahin jis ke hone se thaa patjhaD mein bahaaron kaa samaan na rahaa vo to chaman mein bhi bachaa kuchh bhi nahin aap dekho mujhe yuun ghaur se dekho 'arpit' phir kaho mujh se mohabbat mein rakhaa kuchh bhi nahin"

"udaas raatein udaas mausam rulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamaare zakhmon ko ham hi marham lagaa rahe the to tum kahaan the bichhaD rahe the jo ham se tum yuun suno ye binaai ghaT rahi thi ham ek muddat se khaak-e-sahraa uDaa rahe the to tum kahaan the har ek qatra hi le rahaa thaa ye naam teraa udaas shab mein hamaare aansu ye haal dil kaa sunaa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamein bulaane ab aa rahe ho jo koh-o-sahraa ke ho gae ham vo sard raatein judaai ke gham sataa rahe the to tum kahaan the bichhaD rahe ho to jism se tum nikaal pheinkun ye ruuh meri tamaam raatein hi jaag kar yuun bulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the tumhaari yaadon kaa saaraa dariyaa ye saari kashti ye saare mausam ubalte ashkon se saaraa dukh jab bataa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamein khizaan raas aa gai hai to ab bahaaron kaa kyaa kareinge ham apni tanhaai duur karne bulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the tamaam shab intizaar karnaa falak ke taare shumaar karnaa gham-e-judaai mein jashn-e-furqat manaa rahe the to tum kahaan the bataao 'arpit' puraani baaton ko yaad kar ke hai kaisaa ronaa tamaam hi 'umr yaad mujh ko tum aa rahe the to tum kahaan the"

"ye havaaein aur ye baadal sab mire qaabu mein hai maan le ye baat paagal sab mire qaabu mein hai tu yahaan se to chalaa jaaegaa ai khaana-ba-dosh ye havaa ye aag jal thal sab mire qaabu mein hai tujh ko main ne jo dikhaai vo thiin saari bastiyaan ab dikhaaungaa main jangal sab mire qaabu mein hai main jo chaahun to use majbur kar duun 'ishq mein us ki saansein us kaa har pal sab mire qaabu mein hai ye rahe hain peD pakshi ye rahi aadam ki zaat aur zaraa ab saath mein chal sab mire qaabu mein hai ye jahaan aur vo jahaan donon hai meri daasiyaan saath kis ke hogaa kyaa kal sab mire qaabu mein hai vo to kahtaa hai ulaT saktaa hai saari kaaenaat puchho to kahtaa hai paagal sab mire qaabu mein hai main huun sailaab-e-ravaan 'arpit' kabhi miTTi kaa Dher ye samundar aur ye daldal sab mire qaabu mein hai"

"jo khuun roti hai aankhein saaraa manzar chikh uThtaa hai bichhaD kar mujh se koi mere andar chikh uThtaa hai kyaa us kaa dard hai kyaa gham hai koi us se puchhe to ek aisaa shakhs hai raaton ko uTh kar chikh uThtaa hai use hai khuub dard-e-dil ki gahraai kaa andaaza ye aansu dekh kar meraa samundar chikh uThtaa hai bhari duniyaa mein tanhaa be-sahaaraa dekh kar khud ko koi maasum rotaa hai to patthar chikh uThtaa hai tere hone se divaali hai mere ghar mein har ik din har ik pal tere jaane kaa jo ye Dar chikh uThtaa hai kisi pal bhi nahin rahtaa tiri khushbu se ye khaali nahin hotaa hai tu ghar mein to ye ghar chikh uThtaa hai tu apne saath jab se le gayaa tasvir bhi apni dar-o-divaar rote hain ye bistar chikh uThtaa hai judaa ho kar bhi inshaa ki mohabbat us ke dil mein hai kisi par zulm hotaa hai qalandar chikh uThtaa hai teri yaadon ki ye baad-e-sabaa jab khuun roti hai miraa vahm-o-gumaan aur dil kaa khanDar chikh uThtaa hai jahaan hote ho tum dekho gulaabi shaam hoti hai tumhaaraa zikr hote hi november chikh uThtaa hai kisi se bhi koi shikva nahin 'arpit' mujhe phir bhi mere dil kaa ye sannaaTaa bhi aksar chikh uThtaa hai"

"pahle khud apne saamne tum aaina karo aibon pe dusron ke agar tabsira karo tai karnaa ye muhaal hai apne shuur se jo bevafaa hai un se kahaan tak vafaa karo Dar hai lapak na le mujhe meri udaasiyaan tum muskuraa ke mujh mein ujaalaa kiyaa karo achchhaa nahin kahaa hai khaamoshi ko ishq mein ham se kahaa karo kabhi ham se sunaa karo"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"zindagi bojhal hui aazaar se jism jhuktaa jaa rahaa hai baar se doston ne is qadar dhoke diye aur raghbat baDh gai aghyaar se zindagi kaa ik nayaa imkaan huaa ik daricha khul gayaa divaar se ab bayaan kaise karun rudaad-e-gham kaam mushkil hai dil-e-naa-chaar se hijr ki raaton mein bahtaa hi rahaa ek naala chashm-e-dariyaa-baar se misl-e-majnun regzaaron mein rahe sar paTakte ret ki divaar se ham asiraan-e-mohabbat hain yahaan uljhe hain ab gesu-e-khamdaar se 'qalb' teri ghazlein yuun shaadaan karein dard nikle hai tire ashaar se"

"is ishq-e-junun-khez mein kyaa kyaa nahin hotaa divaana hai jo qais se lailaa nahin hotaa kuchh hashr lahad par abhi barpaa nahin hotaa aae ho to Thahro koi zinda nahin hotaa kyuun kar ye kahun husn kaa nashsha nahin hotaa hotaa to bahut hai magar itnaa nahin hotaa kuchh kahiye to sharmaa ke jhukaa lete hain gardan bhule se bhi ab vaada-e-fardaa nahin hotaa milte hain vo dil surkh hui jaati hai chuTki naazuk hain bahut khun-e-tamannaa nahin hotaa deti hai mazaa mai kaa hamein talkhi-e-tauba jab haath mein paimaana-e-sahbaa nahin hotaa vo hashr ke din kushte ko Thukraa chuke sau-baar kuchh jaan si paD jaati hai zinda nahin hotaa boli ye tamannaa jo ruke vo dar-e-dil par ghar aap kaa hai aap se pardaa nahin hotaa tiron ko jagah dete hain jo siine mein apne un logon ke ai jaan kaleja nahin hotaa sahraa se qadam ghar ki taraf khaak uThaaun kaanTe se judaa paanv kaa chhaalaa nahin hotaa baiThe nazar aate hain vahi teri gali mein jin kaa kahin duniyaa mein Thikaanaa nahin hotaa furqat mein hai kyuun nazaa ki taklif gavaaraa mar jaaein 'riyaaz' aap se itnaa nahin hotaa"

"jis din se meraa khvaab suhaanaa badal gayaa us din se zindagi kaa fasaana badal gayaa sunne lagaa huun jab se nasihat baDon ki main jaari thaa jo labon pe taraana badal gayaa pahchaan kaa havaala bhi baaqi nahin rahaa chehre ke saath aaina-khaana badal gayaa uThti nahin hai aankh bhi ab aasmaan ki samt jab se gali kaa chaand puraanaa badal gayaa tahzib jin ke ghar ki 'alaamat thi kal talak afsos aaj un kaa gharaanaa badal gayaa 'azmat kaa taaj sar pe hai 'akhilesh' ke sajaa aisi havaa chali ki zamaana badal gayaa itni sharaafaton mein kami aa gai hai aaj pahle thaa jo libaas puraanaa badal gayaa ahl-e-vafaa ne jis ki thi taarikh ki raqam 'faaruq' 'ishq kaa vo fasaana badal gayaa"

"jab tak mizaaj-e-dost mein kuchh barhami rahi goyaa bujhi bujhi si miri zindagi rahi jis par nigaah-e-lutf-e-karam aap ki rahi hairat se har nigaah use dekhti rahi go main rahaa kashaakash-e-dauraan se ham-kanaar lekin mire labon pe hansi khelti rahi laayaa hai ishq ne mujhe aise maqaam par khud-aagahi rahi na khudaa-aagahi rahi josh-e-junun ne manzil-e-maqsud paa liyaa aql-e-salim dekhti hi dekhti rahi sab kuchh mujhe 'khayaal' ki duniyaa mein mil gayaa lekin tumhaare husn-e-nazar ki kami rahi"

"tirgi shama bani raahguzar mein aai saaat ik aisi bhi kal apne safar mein aai jis jagah chehra hi meyaar-e-vafaa Thahraa hai khaak hi khaak vahaan dast-e-hunar mein aai teri nazron mein thi duniyaa to yahi kyaa kam thaa hashr ye hai ki tu duniyaa ki nazar mein aai baar-haa yaaron ne saahil se kahaa thaa ham hain baar-haa naav magar apni bhanvar mein aai zindagi samjhun ise yaa ki ise maut kahun vo jo mehmaan ki surat mire ghar mein aai yuun bhi taarikh ki taarikh raqam hoti hai nikli taarikh mahal se to khanDar mein aai khvaab hi khvaab ki taabir huaa to jaanaa zindagi kyuun kisi aankhon ke asar mein aai shama jalte hi bujhi aur dhuaan aisaa uThaa lazzat-e-shaam yahaan khvaab-e-sahar mein aai zindagi kuchh hai 'ataa' sher-o-adab hai kuchh aur ye do-rangi ki vabaa kaisi hunar mein aai"