kuchh aise raat udaasi ke par nikalte hain — Kuldeep Kumar

"kuza-gar main tire kis khvaab kaa chehra ho jaaun sirf ik jism ki mohlat hai main kyaa kyaa ho jaaun tujh mein aur mujh mein bas ik farq vafaa hi kaa hai main agar tark vafaa kar duun to tujh saa ho jaaun mujh ko mere hi andhere ne chhupaa rakkhaa hai jo tiri zaat mein aa jaaun sitaara ho jaaun sochte sab hain kahaani to mukammal ho jaae chaahtaa koi nahin hai ki main us kaa ho jaaun chaar din qaid mein rah kar ye tamannaa bhi gai pahle lagtaa thaa ki ai kaash parinda ho jaaun main to bas ek tasavvur huun vahi rahne de aise bhi soch na mujh ko ki main chehra ho jaaun sab ki aankhon mein khaTakti hai hamaari qurbat shahr kaa shahr lagaa hai ki akelaa ho jaaun ishq mein saaraa kamaal asl mein furqat kaa hai jo bhi ho jaae judaa mujh se main us kaa ho jaaun"

"dast-e-vahshat se zaraa aur sanvaareinge tujhe apne andaaz mein ai hijr guzaareinge tujhe gar hamein niind na aai to ye tai hai jaanaan tere darvaaze pe jaaeinge pukaareinge tujhe ai mohabbat tujhe taa-hashr nibhaaeinge ham itni jaldi kahaan palkon se utaareinge tujhe jis bhi lamhe mein tujhe jiine ki hasrat hogi ham usi lamhe ki dahliz pe maareinge tujhe phir se rakkhaa hai tujhe daav pe ai dil ham ne ham ko maa'lum hai is baar bhi haareinge tujhe vaqt-e-aakhir bhi ye jaan tum pe hi aTki hogi honTh jab jab bhi khuleinge to pukaareinge tujhe"

"puraani baat thi miTTi bhi Daal saktaa thaa vo chaahtaa to musibat ye Taal saktaa thaa gham-e-jahaan kai pal rahe the jab mujh mein tumhaaraa dukh bhi khushi se main paal saktaa thaa nikal hi jaati hai har baat haathon se ik din sanbhaalaa main ne bhi jab tak sanbhaal saktaa thaa 'ajib sukh thaa mujhe ban ke us ki baisaakhi main jab ki paanv kaa kaanTaa nikaal saktaa thaa dukhon kaa bojh liye Duubaa thaa main paani mein faqat ye jism to dariyaa uchhaal saktaa thaa"

"kisi se rang to khushbu kisi se letaa huun udhaar jo bhi mile main khushi se letaa huun vo itni narm ki chhune ki kaun baat kare main us kaa naam bhi shaaistagi se letaa huun bhale ab 'ishq nahin us zahin laDki se magar main mashvare ab bhi usi se letaa huun main lau baDhaataa huun itni ki kuchh dikhaai na de main kaam andhere kaa bhi raushni se letaa huun main chaahtaa huun havaaon ko kuchh pata na chale har ek saans baDi khaamushi se letaa huun main saans rokne lagtaa huun ye jo ghusse mein ik intiqaam hai jo zindagi se letaa huun miraa yaqin jo khud par thaa kab kaa TuuT chukaa main khud ko ab kahaan sanjidgi se letaa huun"

"mujhe honaa thaa kyaa kuchh aur kyaa honaa paDaa hai vafaa ke 'ahd mein ik bevafaa honaa paDaa hai hamin to us ke dar par apnaa dukhDaa ro rahe the khudaa vo thaa nahin us ko khudaa honaa paDaa hai jinhein kahti thi duniyaa do badan ik jaan hain vo kahaani mein magar un ko judaa honaa paDaa hai mire kaandhon pe saare ghar ki zimmedaariyaan thi zaraa si 'umr mein mujh ko baDaa honaa paDaa hai ujaalaa karte karte ghar jalaane lag gae the charaagho is liye mujh ko havaa honaa paDaa hai mujhe jis vaqt us ke hausle ki thi zarurat mujhe us vaqt us kaa hausla honaa paDaa hai asiri bhi hamein jab raas aane lag gai thi tabhi phir qaid se ham ko rihaa honaa paDaa hai"

"ye karaamaatein bahut bechain karti hain mujhe aap ki baatein bahut bechain karti hain mujhe in charaaghon se kaho soein na mujh ko chhoD kar ye siyah raatein bahut bechain karti hain mujhe ab bhi siine mein koi sahraa sulagtaa hai mire ab bhi barsaatein bahut bechain karti hain mujhe un mulaaqaaton ko main bechain rahtaa huun bahut jo mulaaqaatein bahut bechain karti hain mujhe zindagi se itni raghbat to nahin par jaane kyon maut ki baatein bahut bechain karti hain mujhe"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"tere tasavvuraat se aage nahin gayaa ye dil tavahhumaat se aage nahin gayaa jo biich raah chhoD gayaa shukr hai vo shakhs meri tavaqqu'aat se aage nahin gayaa shaayad use pasand thiin jhuTi numaaishein lekin main dil ki baat se aage nahin gayaa jazbaat-e-dil ko vo bhi na kuchh Dhang de sakaa main bhi takallufaat se aage nahin gayaa tohfa bhi us ke vaaste kangan liyaa 'zarim' vallah main us ke haath se aage nahin gayaa"

"taavil-e-ahd-e-fan hi to vahshat kaa hal nahin pesh-e-nazar junun hai yaaro ghazal nahin ab is ke baad ahd ki taarik raat hai ye ikhtitaam-e-shaam hai subh-e-azal nahin ai dost ishq mansab-e-fahm-o-shuur hai ye irtiqaa hai zehn kaa koi khalal nahin ik umr ratjagon ki aziyyat mein kaaT di ab mere khvaab niind kaa radd-e-amal nahin kyaa kyaa ataa-e-neamat-e-rabb-e-karim hai lekin 'samir' dard kaa nemul-badal nahin"

"na koi dost ho meraa na ho adu meraa tum apne munh se agar kah do mujh ko tu meraa fasurdagi mein junun-e-havaa-e-gul yaani khizaan ke daur mein saudaa-e-rang-o-bu meraa jo tum nahin to bahaar-e-jinaan mein khaak nahin bahut vasia hai daamaan-e-aarzu meraa nibhegi ai dil-e-aavaara ab na tujh se miri bas aaj se na main teraa huun aur na tu meraa banaa rahe hain vo jalve ki apne tasvirein dikhaa dikhaa ke tamaashaa-e-rang-o-bu meraa kisi ki zulf-e-siyah kah rahi hai khul khul kar ghaTaa ne rang uDaayaa hai hu-ba-hu meraa mah-e-siyaam kaa aur intizaam kyaa karte janaab-e-shaikh uDaa le gae subu meraa jafaa kaa rang judaa hai vafaa kaa rang judaa malo na dast-e-hinaai mein tum lahu meraa taDap rahi hai jo abr-e-siyaah mein bijli firaaq mein yahi naqsha thaa hu-ba-hu meraa suhaani raat hai chhiTki hai chaandni 'muztar' miri nigaah mein phirtaa hai maah-ru meraa"

"zindagi bojhal hui aazaar se jism jhuktaa jaa rahaa hai baar se doston ne is qadar dhoke diye aur raghbat baDh gai aghyaar se zindagi kaa ik nayaa imkaan huaa ik daricha khul gayaa divaar se ab bayaan kaise karun rudaad-e-gham kaam mushkil hai dil-e-naa-chaar se hijr ki raaton mein bahtaa hi rahaa ek naala chashm-e-dariyaa-baar se misl-e-majnun regzaaron mein rahe sar paTakte ret ki divaar se ham asiraan-e-mohabbat hain yahaan uljhe hain ab gesu-e-khamdaar se 'qalb' teri ghazlein yuun shaadaan karein dard nikle hai tire ashaar se"

"chaahe khoTe hain yaa khare hain ham Dast-e-qudrat ke laaDle hain ham 'aks-e-rafta ko dekhiye saahib kitne maa'sum lag rahe hain ham raat jivan kaa giit gaati hai khvaab-e-tanvim dekhte hain ham 'umr lag jaaegi sanbhalne mein kis bulandi se yuun gire hain ham ek hangaam hai taghayyur kaa kunj-e-nisyaan mein paDe hain ham ab bhi mehndi kaa rang gahraa hai sandalin haath par rache hain ham ik tamaashaa hai kaar-zaar-e-hayaat dekh kar ser ho chuke hain ham jhilmilaate hain aarzu ke kanval dil-jharoke se jhaankte hain ham"