bulaao us ko zabaan-daan jo 'mazhari' kaa ho — Jameel Mazhari

"bahut mushkil hai paas-e-lazzat-e-dard-e-jigar karnaa kisi se ishq karnaa aur vo bhi umar bhar karnaa sar-e-mahfil tiraa vo pursish-e-zakhm-e-jigar karnaa miri jaanib ba-mushkil ik nazar karnaa magar karnaa musallam ho gai hai be-ikhtiyaari jazb-e-baatin ki mohabbat us se karnaa jis se nafrat is qadar karnaa yahaan baal-o-pari bhi ek surat hai asiri ki asir-e-baal-o-par ho kar ghurur-e-baal-o-par karnaa tujhe haq hai ki tu parda uThaae ru-e-raushan se ki tere husn ko aataa hai tahzib-e-nazar karnaa baDhaa kar haath taare aasmaan se kaun toDegaa 'jamil' ik kaar-e-naa-mumkin hai taqlid-e-qamar karnaa"

"main kyaa bataaun ki tu kyaa hai aur kyaa huun main hujum-e-lafz-o-maaani mein kho gayaa huun main pinhaa de koi mohabbat ki ek kaDi zanjir ki qaid-e-farz se baahar nikal gayaa huun main savaab ko nai shaklein jo de rahaa hai tu gunaah ke nae saanche banaa rahaa huun main junun miraa khirad-aasuda-e-nataaej hai khud apne paanv ki zanjir Dhaaltaa huun main miri nazar mein tajalli ki kyaa haqiqat hai tajalliyon ki haqiqat ko dekhtaa huun main giraa chukaa thaa jise kal nazar se apni 'jamil' ghurur ab usi pasti pe kar rahaa huun main"

"kaho na ye ki mohabbat hai tirgi se mujhe Daraa diyaa hai patangon ne raushni se mujhe safina shauq kaa ab ke jo Duub kar ubhraa nikaal le gayaa dariyaa-e-be-khudi se mujhe hai meri aankh mein ab tak vahi safar kaa ghubaar milaa jo raah mein sahraa-e-aagahi se mujhe khirad inhi se banaati hai rahbari kaa mizaaj ye tajrabe jo mayassar hain gumrahi se mujhe abhi to paanv se kaanTe nikaaltaa huun main abhi nikaal na gulzaar-e-zindagi se mujhe zabaan-e-haal se kahtaa hai naaz-e-ishva-gari hayaa chhupaa na saki chashm-e-mazhari se mujhe baraae daad-e-sukhan kaasa-e-savaal ho dil khudaa bachaae 'jamil' is gadaagari se mujhe"

"parda haail jo thaa kahaan hai ab teraa jalva hi darmiyaan hai ab shama kahti rahi jise shab bhar khaatme par vo daastaan hai ab meri nazron ki ik thakan ke sivaa aur kyaa chiiz aasmaan hai ab sabr kaa mere imtihaan to huaa teri rahmat kaa imtihaan hai ab tu bhi meri tarah na ho naakaam fikr ye rab-e-do-jahaan hai ab kaamyaabi ke gur bataane lagi ishq par aql mehrbaan hai ab 'mazhari' pesh-e-kaarvaan thaa kabhi 'mazhari' gard-e-kaarvaan hai ab"

"kaun kahtaa hai baDhaa shauq idhar se pahle kis ne dekhaa thaa kise tirchhi nazar se pahle mutmain ho le zaraa ahl-e-nazar se pahle parde aankhon ke uThaa parda-e-dar se pahle abhi taalim-e-vafaa yaani jafaa kaa nahin vaqt tarbiyat shauq ki ho lutf-e-nazar se pahle haan mohabbat mein maza hai mujhe inkaar nahin magar ai zauq-e-khalish dard-e-jigar se pahle saalik-e-raah-e-vafaa hai dil-e-aashufta-mizaaj muzhda-e-gumrahi-e-shauq-e-safar se pahle jurat-e-arz-e-tamannaa pe khafaa ho lenaa muskuraao to zaraa nichi nazar se pahle mausam-e-kaif mein be-kaifi-e-jazbaat na puchh dil-e-bulbul hai fasurda gul-e-tar se pahle jumbish-e-muztarib-e-parda-e-ismat ki qasam jalve betaab hue zauq-e-nazar se pahle jin se badnaam hue ishq ke jazbaat-e-latif vo ishaare the idhar se ki udhar se pahle do iraadon mein jo haail the hayaa ke parde kis ne sarkaae ishaaraat-e-nazar se pahle kyuun koi pahlu-e-jaanaan mein jagah paae 'jamil' aaj ham bazm mein pahuncheinge qamar se pahle"

"'jamil' ko gumrahi mubaarak ki ab to saamaan bhi vahi hai jo dil ki vahshat kaa thaa taqaaza khirad kaa mailaan bhi vahi hai khudi mohabbat ke falsafe mein hai us ke jazbon ki maut lekin kuchh aur dil mein utar ke dekho to ishq ki jaan bhi vahi hai bani thi hamdard ishq ki jab to aql ko ye bhi dekhnaa thaa ki jis ko vo faaeda samajhti hai us kaa nuqsaan bhi vahi hai hamaari mizaan-e-aagahi mein yaqin kyaa hai gumaan ki shiddat jo shak ki aaghosh mein palaa ho usulan imaan bhi vahi hai 'jamil' kaisi khudaa-parasti vahi ghuTi khvaahishon ki masti Duboi jis ne hamaari kashti tumhaaraa tufaan bhi vahi hai"

"phir khuun mein vahshat raqsaan hai tajdid sitam karne ke liye ik taaza zakhm ki khvaahish hai ik sadma kam karne ke liye ham din-bhar duniyaa-daari mein hans hans ke baatein karte hain phir saari raat pighalte hain ik ashk raqam karne ke liye vo vasl ki jis ne ham donon ko yaksar be-buniyaad kiyaa ab fursat hai aa mil baiThein us vasl kaa gham karne ke liye ik kaari zakhm ki chaahat ne kyaa kyaa na hamein gulzaar kiyaa ham kis kis se mansub hue ik hijr baham karne ke liye insaan ke jiine marne ke majburi ke mukhtaari ke ye saare khel zaruri hain taamir adam karne ke liye"

"chaand bhi khoyaa khoyaa saa hai taare bhi khvaabida hain aaj fazaa ke bojhal-pan se lahje bhi sanjida hain jaane kin kin logon se is dard ke kyaa kyaa rishte the hijr ki is aabaad saraa mein sab chehre naadida hain itne barson baad bhi donon kaise TuuT ke milte hain tu hai kitnaa saada-dil aur ham kitne pechida hain sun jaanaan ham tark-e-taalluq aur kisi din kar leinge aaj tujhe bhi ujlat si hai ham bhi kuchh ranjida hain kaanon mein ik sargoshi hai be-maani si sargoshi aankhon mein kuchh khvaab saje hain khvaab bhi umr-rasida hain ghar ki vo makhdush imaarat gir ke phir taamir hui ab aangan mein peD hain jitne saare shaakh burida hain is basti mein ek saDak hai jis se ham ko nafrat hai us ke niche pagDanDi hai jis ke ham girvida hain"

"raftagaan ki sadaa nahin main huun ye tiraa vaahima nahin main huun tere maazi ke saath dafn kahin meraa ik vaaqi'a nahin main huun kyaa milaa intihaa-pasandi se kyaa main tere sivaa nahin main huun ek muddat mein jaa ke mujh pe khulaa chaand hasrat-zada nahin main huun us ne mujh ko muhaal jaan liyaa main ye kahtaa rahaa nahin main huun main hi 'ujlat mein aa gayaa thaa idhar ye zamaana nayaa nahin main huun meri vahshat se Dar gae shaayad yaar baad-e-fanaa nahin main huun main tire saath rah gayaa huun kahin vaqt Thahraa huaa nahin main huun gaahe gaahe sukhan zaruri hai saamne aaina nahin main huun sarsari kyuun guzartaa hai mujh se ye miraa maajraa nahin main huun us ne puchhaa kahaan gayaa vo shakhs kyaa bataataa ki thaa nahin main huun ye kise dekhtaa hai mujh se udhar tere aage khalaa nahin main huun"

"dast-kash hon na mai-e-gul ke khush-aashaam abhi ki labaalab hain mah-o-mehr ke do-jaam abhi zehn mein saaqi hai mai-khaana hai hai jaam abhi hosh kahtaa huun ise hosh kaa kyaa kaam abhi mujh ko darkaar na hai kufr na islaam abhi sidhe sidhe hi chale aate hain paighaam abhi tu bhi baaqi tiri rahmat bhi hai baaqi saaqi rahne de hai mai-e-isyaan se baDaa kaam abhi khaal-o-gesu se hai ye silsila-e-raaz-o-niyaaz daana sad-daana ho ye daam ho sad-daam abhi ziist ke khvaab ki taabir abhi baaqi hai ibtidaa dekh chuke hai magar anjaam abhi rah-rav-e-ishq abhi duur hai mearaaj-e-habib rashk-e-manzil na huaa raah mein har gaam abhi zarra-zarra hai ik aatish-kada-e-nur kalim dekh agar tu na ho aatish-zada-e-baam abhi imtiyaaz-e-man-o-tu raaz-e-khafi hai lekin khaasgaan ke liye kahtaa huun sar-e-aam abhi aks ko zo'm hai be-misli-e-rang-o-bu kaa turfa ye hai ki muqaabil hai vo gulfaam abhi raaz-goi tiri 'aiman' hai gunaah-e-akbar maang le afv ki us kaa hai karam aam abhi"

"baad-e-shimaal chalne lagi ang ang mein lipTaa hai kaun mujh se ye patjhaD ke rang mein khvaahish ke kaarobaar se bachnaa muhaal hai utregaa tu bhi saath mire is surang mein main aandhiyon mein haath bhi pakDun tiraa to kyaa ik shaakh-e-be-siper huun havaaon ki jang mein 'raanjhaa' main 'ahd-e-nau kaa qabilon mein baT gayaa to 'hir' ban ke pi na saki zahr jhang mein garmaa sakin na chaahatein teraa kaThor jism har ek jal ke bujh gai tasvir sang mein aage 'musavvir' aag 'aqab mein hai ye sadaa pichhe na muD ke dekhnaa is dasht-e-sang mein"

"tifli piiri o naujavaani hech tiin din ki hai zindagaani hech umr-e-do-roza par ghamanD itnaa munimon ki hai lan-taraani hech raat thoDi hai aao pyaar karein subh ko hogi ye kahaani hech chaar din ki bahaar hai saari ye takabbur hai yaar-e-jaani hech dil ke haathon 'haqir' jhagDon mein meri guzri sadaa javaani hech"