kharaab-e-dard hue gham-parastiyon mein rahe — Abdul Ahad Saaz

"band fasilein shahr ki toDein zaat ki girhein kholein bargad niche nadi kinaare baiTh kahaani bolein dhire dhire khud ko nikaalein is bandhan jakDan se sang kisi aavaara manush ke haule haule ho lein fikr ki kis sarshaar Dagar par shaam Dhale ji chaahaa jhiil mein Thahre apne aks ko chumein honT bhigo lein haath lagaa baiThe to jivan bhar maqruz raheinge daam na puchhein dard ke saahab pahle jeb TaTolein naushaadar gandhak ki zabaan mein sher kahein is yug mein sach ke niile zahr ko lahje ke tezaab mein gholein apni nazar ke baaT na rakkhein 'saaz' ham ik palDe mein bojhal tanqidon se kyuun apne izhaar ko taulein"

"meri aankhon se guzar kar dil o jaan mein aanaa jism mein Dhal ke miri ruh-e-ravaan mein aanaa kho na jaanaa miri jaan sarhad-e-jaan tak aa ke qurb kaa paas liye buad-e-karaan mein aanaa main tire husn ko raanaai-e-maani de duun tu kisi shab mire andaaz-e-bayaan mein aanaa saath chalne ko rafiq-e-rah-e-duniyaa hain bahut tu mire saath mire apne jahaan mein aanaa laa-makaan sher ki bandish mein simaTnaa pal bhar aasmaan aaina-e-aab-e-ravaan mein aanaa ishq ne dekh liye husn mein aafaaq tamaam ek sakte kaa vo umr-e-guzraan mein aanaa zinat-e-dast-e-hinaai hai yahi duzd-e-hinaa ghaib kaa maaraza-e-vaqt-o-makaan mein aanaa tishna-e-nur miri fikr ke mahtaab o nujum mire khurshid miri kaahkashaan mein aanaa"

"savaal be-amaan ban ke rah gae javaab imtihaan ban ke rah gae had-e-nigaah tak buland falsafe gharon ke saaebaan ban ke rah gae jo zehan, aagahi ki kaar-gaah the khayaal ki dukaan ban ke rah gae bayaaz par sambhal sake na tajrabe phisal paDe bayaan ban ke rah gae kiran kiran yaqin jaise raaste dhuaan dhuaan gumaan ban ke rah gae ziyaaein baanTte the, chaand the kabhi gahan lagaa to daan ban ke rah gae miraa vajud shahr shahr ho gayaa kahin kahin nishaan 'ban' ke rah gae kamar javaab de ke jhuk gai badan savaaliya nishaan ban ke rah gae main fan ki saaaton ko lab na de sakaa nuqush be-zabaan ban ke rah gae nafas nafas talab talab the 'saaz' ham qadam qadam takaan ban ke rah gae"

"yuun bhi dil ahbaab ke ham ne gaahe gaahe rakkhe the apne zakhm-e-nazar par khush-fahmi ke phaahe rakkhe the ham ne tazaad-e-dahr ko samjhaa do-raahe tartib diye aur baratne nikle to dekhaa sah-raahe rakkhe the raqs-kada ho bazm-e-sukhan ho koi kaargah-e-fan ho zardozon ne apni maa-tahti mein julaahe rakkhe the mohtasibon ki khaatir bhi apne izhaar mein kuchh pahlu rakh to liye the ham ne ab chaahe an-chaahe rakkhe the jo vajh-e-raahat bhi na the aur TuuT gae to gham na huaa aah vo rishte kyuun ham ne ik umr nibaahe rakkhe the kaahkashaan-bandi mein sukhan ki rah gai 'saaz' kasar kaisi lafz to ham ne chun ke najume mohre maahe rakkhe the"

"saamea lazzat-e-bayaan-zada zehn o dil sehr-e-daastaan-zada fikr o tahqiq rehn-e-mohr-o-sanad taalib-e-ilm imtihaan-zada zaat ki fikr hai qayaas-aalud zindagi kaa yaqin gumaan-zada raat pahchaan de gai sab ko subh chehre mile nishaan-zada taak mein hai na ki taaaqub mein tu shikaari hai par machaan-zada un ki fikr-e-rasaa falak-paimaa apni sochein hain aasamaan-zada khud se rishte nahin rahe lekin log ab bhi hain khaandaan-zada raat hai log ghar mein baiThe hain daftar-aaluda o dukaan-zada"

"lafzon ke sahraa mein kyaa maani ke saraab dikhaanaa bhi koi sukhan sahaabi koi naghma nakhlistaana bhi ik muddat se hosh-o-khabar ki khaamoshi raaij hai yahaan kaash dayaar-e-asr mein gunje koi sadaa mastaana bhi nape-tule aahang pe kab tak sambhal sambhal kar raqs karein koi dhun divaani koi harakat majnunaanaa bhi shahr se baahar kohsaaron ke biich ye Thahraa Thahraa din kitnaa apnaa saa lagtaa hai aaj dil-e-begaana bhi ek tilismi raah fasil-e-tan se navaah-e-jaan tak hai jis ki khoj mein kho jaao to mumkin hai paa jaanaa bhi aagaahi maakus safar hai daanish-gaah ke raste kaa jis kaa har jaanaa-pahchaanaa manzar hai an-jaanaa bhi bol vahi hain sur bhi vahi mizraab ki jumbish badle to yaas-o-alam ke taaron mein muzmar hai ek taraana bhi haasil aur laa-haasil par ab vaise bhi kiyaa ghaur karein aur chhalakne vaalaa ho jab saanson kaa paimaana bhi kitni aag kashaakash kitni kitnaa tahammul hai darkaar 'saaz' koi aasaan nahin hai lafzon ko pighlaanaa bhi"

"is ishq-e-junun-khez mein kyaa kyaa nahin hotaa divaana hai jo qais se lailaa nahin hotaa kuchh hashr lahad par abhi barpaa nahin hotaa aae ho to Thahro koi zinda nahin hotaa kyuun kar ye kahun husn kaa nashsha nahin hotaa hotaa to bahut hai magar itnaa nahin hotaa kuchh kahiye to sharmaa ke jhukaa lete hain gardan bhule se bhi ab vaada-e-fardaa nahin hotaa milte hain vo dil surkh hui jaati hai chuTki naazuk hain bahut khun-e-tamannaa nahin hotaa deti hai mazaa mai kaa hamein talkhi-e-tauba jab haath mein paimaana-e-sahbaa nahin hotaa vo hashr ke din kushte ko Thukraa chuke sau-baar kuchh jaan si paD jaati hai zinda nahin hotaa boli ye tamannaa jo ruke vo dar-e-dil par ghar aap kaa hai aap se pardaa nahin hotaa tiron ko jagah dete hain jo siine mein apne un logon ke ai jaan kaleja nahin hotaa sahraa se qadam ghar ki taraf khaak uThaaun kaanTe se judaa paanv kaa chhaalaa nahin hotaa baiThe nazar aate hain vahi teri gali mein jin kaa kahin duniyaa mein Thikaanaa nahin hotaa furqat mein hai kyuun nazaa ki taklif gavaaraa mar jaaein 'riyaaz' aap se itnaa nahin hotaa"

"ajab mushkil ki dil kaa haal aisaa ho gayaa hai sabhi ab puchhte hain mujh se ye kyaa ho gayaa hai main ye samjhaa ki gham kaa ab mudaavaa ho gayaa hai kuredaa zakhm to ye aur taaza ho gayaa hai kabhi fursat mile to khud se main baatein karungaa mujhe khud se mile bhi to zamaana ho gayaa hai magar ab sochtaa huun toD duun saare maraasim magar dil bhi tire gham se shanaasaa ho gayaa hai miri barbaad hasti kaa nazaara dekhne ko vo aae aur gham mein phir izaafa ho gayaa hai isi dariyaa mein ab khud ko Dubonaa chaahtaa huun ki is dil kaa talaatum mein kinaare ho gayaa hai chalo bhi 'qalb' ab tum dusraa dekho Thikaanaa ki is basti mein apnaa sab paraayaa ho gayaa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"kahe detaa huun go hai to nahin ye baat kahne ki tiri khvaahish nahin dil mein ziyaada der rahne ki bachaa kar dil guzartaa jaa rahaa huun har ta’alluq se kahaan us aable ko taab hai ab choT sahne ki rag-o-pai mein na hangaama kare to kyaa kare aakhir ijaazat jab nahin is ranj ko aankhon se bahne ki bas apni apni tarjihaat apni apni khvaahish hai tujhe shohrat kamaane ki mujhe ik she'r kahne ki jahaan kaa huun vahin ki raas aaegi fazaa mujh ko ye duniyaa bhi bhalaa koi jagah hai mere rahne ki jo kal 'irfaan' par guzri sunaa kuchh us ke baare mein khabar tum ne suni tufaan mein dariyaa ke bahne ki"

"kyaa apne shahr mein koi aisaa makaan hai samjhun jise ki asl mein vo ik jahaan hai DhunDo haqiqat is mein na afsaana hi koi is kaa bayaan kuchh nahin us kaa bayaan hai apnaa shi'aar ab hai faqat amn-dushmani ye aur baat faakhta apnaa nishaan hai likhne ko ek harf na kahne ko ek lafz yuun to qalam hai haath mein munh mein zabaan hai vo lams jis ke baa'd zamaane guzar gae vo lams ab bhi taaza hai ab bhi javaan hai ho jaaegaa yaqin sabhon kaa hi kal jo aaj meraa yaqin aur sabhon kaa gumaan hai shatranj ki bisaat ki thi apni mez par shatranj ki bisaat ki saaraa jahaan hai"

"charaaghon se kuchh to churaayaa gayaa hai jo thi aag us ko bujhaayaa gayaa hai likhaa thaa jinhein sirf apne lahu se mire un khaton ko jalaayaa gayaa hai hazaaron daf'a us ne ki bevafaai mujhe bevafaa kyon bataayaa gayaa hai mujhe khud nikalnaa paDaa apne ghar se ye mat sochnaa ki bhagaayaa gayaa hai khabar ye mili hai ki mere hi ghar mein kisi ghair ko ab basaayaa gayaa hai mujhe hi sataa kar mujhe hi rulaa kar ye ilzaam mujh par lagaayaa gayaa hai tumhein kyaa bataaun mohabbat mein 'raavat' mujhe kis qadar aazmaayaa gayaa hai"