mire dukh kaa tu andaaza lagaa de — Arpit Sharma Arpit

"mire vahm-o-gumaan pe raat din chhaai udaasi hai pahan kar khvaahishon kaa ye badan aai udaasi hai parinda jism ke pinjre mein aayaa to bahut khush thaa magar us ne sahar se shaam tak paai udaasi hai koi batlaae ki ab kis tarah paaun sukun-e-dil mere is jism ke pinjre mein dar aai udaasi hai chaman be-rang afsurda kali har phuul be-khushbu bahaaron ki fazaa bhi is baras laai udaasi hai nazar aayaa nahin mujh ko miraa gul-rang chehra jab kahaa aaine ne hazrat ye tanhaai udaasi hai har ik su shahr-e-dil-aaraam mein jashn-e-bahaaraan thaa fazaa mere hi ghar aangan ki kahlaai udaasi hai ghaTaa chhaate hi jaise dhuup chhaT jaati hai aangan ki tujhe aate zaraa dekhaa to sharmaai udaasi hai"

"aap baiThein bhi hain aise ke huaa kuchh bhi nahin us ke jaane se mire paas rahaa kuchh bhi nahin haae kyaa shakhs thaa phulon mein gulaabon ki tarah ab na jaane kahaan kaisaa hai pata kuchh bhi nahin tum mujhe dekh to sakte ho magar dhyaan rahe meri aankhon mein hai ab gham ke sivaa kuchh bhi nahin us ne chup rah ke mire saare bharam toD diye boltaa main hi rahaa us ne kahaa kuchh bhi nahin jis ke hone se thaa patjhaD mein bahaaron kaa samaan na rahaa vo to chaman mein bhi bachaa kuchh bhi nahin aap dekho mujhe yuun ghaur se dekho 'arpit' phir kaho mujh se mohabbat mein rakhaa kuchh bhi nahin"

"udaas raatein udaas mausam rulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamaare zakhmon ko ham hi marham lagaa rahe the to tum kahaan the bichhaD rahe the jo ham se tum yuun suno ye binaai ghaT rahi thi ham ek muddat se khaak-e-sahraa uDaa rahe the to tum kahaan the har ek qatra hi le rahaa thaa ye naam teraa udaas shab mein hamaare aansu ye haal dil kaa sunaa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamein bulaane ab aa rahe ho jo koh-o-sahraa ke ho gae ham vo sard raatein judaai ke gham sataa rahe the to tum kahaan the bichhaD rahe ho to jism se tum nikaal pheinkun ye ruuh meri tamaam raatein hi jaag kar yuun bulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the tumhaari yaadon kaa saaraa dariyaa ye saari kashti ye saare mausam ubalte ashkon se saaraa dukh jab bataa rahe the to tum kahaan the hamein khizaan raas aa gai hai to ab bahaaron kaa kyaa kareinge ham apni tanhaai duur karne bulaa rahe the to tum kahaan the tamaam shab intizaar karnaa falak ke taare shumaar karnaa gham-e-judaai mein jashn-e-furqat manaa rahe the to tum kahaan the bataao 'arpit' puraani baaton ko yaad kar ke hai kaisaa ronaa tamaam hi 'umr yaad mujh ko tum aa rahe the to tum kahaan the"

"ye havaaein aur ye baadal sab mire qaabu mein hai maan le ye baat paagal sab mire qaabu mein hai tu yahaan se to chalaa jaaegaa ai khaana-ba-dosh ye havaa ye aag jal thal sab mire qaabu mein hai tujh ko main ne jo dikhaai vo thiin saari bastiyaan ab dikhaaungaa main jangal sab mire qaabu mein hai main jo chaahun to use majbur kar duun 'ishq mein us ki saansein us kaa har pal sab mire qaabu mein hai ye rahe hain peD pakshi ye rahi aadam ki zaat aur zaraa ab saath mein chal sab mire qaabu mein hai ye jahaan aur vo jahaan donon hai meri daasiyaan saath kis ke hogaa kyaa kal sab mire qaabu mein hai vo to kahtaa hai ulaT saktaa hai saari kaaenaat puchho to kahtaa hai paagal sab mire qaabu mein hai main huun sailaab-e-ravaan 'arpit' kabhi miTTi kaa Dher ye samundar aur ye daldal sab mire qaabu mein hai"

"jo khuun roti hai aankhein saaraa manzar chikh uThtaa hai bichhaD kar mujh se koi mere andar chikh uThtaa hai kyaa us kaa dard hai kyaa gham hai koi us se puchhe to ek aisaa shakhs hai raaton ko uTh kar chikh uThtaa hai use hai khuub dard-e-dil ki gahraai kaa andaaza ye aansu dekh kar meraa samundar chikh uThtaa hai bhari duniyaa mein tanhaa be-sahaaraa dekh kar khud ko koi maasum rotaa hai to patthar chikh uThtaa hai tere hone se divaali hai mere ghar mein har ik din har ik pal tere jaane kaa jo ye Dar chikh uThtaa hai kisi pal bhi nahin rahtaa tiri khushbu se ye khaali nahin hotaa hai tu ghar mein to ye ghar chikh uThtaa hai tu apne saath jab se le gayaa tasvir bhi apni dar-o-divaar rote hain ye bistar chikh uThtaa hai judaa ho kar bhi inshaa ki mohabbat us ke dil mein hai kisi par zulm hotaa hai qalandar chikh uThtaa hai teri yaadon ki ye baad-e-sabaa jab khuun roti hai miraa vahm-o-gumaan aur dil kaa khanDar chikh uThtaa hai jahaan hote ho tum dekho gulaabi shaam hoti hai tumhaaraa zikr hote hi november chikh uThtaa hai kisi se bhi koi shikva nahin 'arpit' mujhe phir bhi mere dil kaa ye sannaaTaa bhi aksar chikh uThtaa hai"

"pahle khud apne saamne tum aaina karo aibon pe dusron ke agar tabsira karo tai karnaa ye muhaal hai apne shuur se jo bevafaa hai un se kahaan tak vafaa karo Dar hai lapak na le mujhe meri udaasiyaan tum muskuraa ke mujh mein ujaalaa kiyaa karo achchhaa nahin kahaa hai khaamoshi ko ishq mein ham se kahaa karo kabhi ham se sunaa karo"

"is ishq-e-junun-khez mein kyaa kyaa nahin hotaa divaana hai jo qais se lailaa nahin hotaa kuchh hashr lahad par abhi barpaa nahin hotaa aae ho to Thahro koi zinda nahin hotaa kyuun kar ye kahun husn kaa nashsha nahin hotaa hotaa to bahut hai magar itnaa nahin hotaa kuchh kahiye to sharmaa ke jhukaa lete hain gardan bhule se bhi ab vaada-e-fardaa nahin hotaa milte hain vo dil surkh hui jaati hai chuTki naazuk hain bahut khun-e-tamannaa nahin hotaa deti hai mazaa mai kaa hamein talkhi-e-tauba jab haath mein paimaana-e-sahbaa nahin hotaa vo hashr ke din kushte ko Thukraa chuke sau-baar kuchh jaan si paD jaati hai zinda nahin hotaa boli ye tamannaa jo ruke vo dar-e-dil par ghar aap kaa hai aap se pardaa nahin hotaa tiron ko jagah dete hain jo siine mein apne un logon ke ai jaan kaleja nahin hotaa sahraa se qadam ghar ki taraf khaak uThaaun kaanTe se judaa paanv kaa chhaalaa nahin hotaa baiThe nazar aate hain vahi teri gali mein jin kaa kahin duniyaa mein Thikaanaa nahin hotaa furqat mein hai kyuun nazaa ki taklif gavaaraa mar jaaein 'riyaaz' aap se itnaa nahin hotaa"

"hai jo ik maa'raka faisal nahin hone detaa jin vo ho ke mujhe botal nahin hone detaa qatl ik roz hi kartaa huun isi goshe mein aur saabit ise maqtal nahin hone detaa zid hai us ki ki har ik shaakh ho phir sabz hi sabz garche paidaa koi konpal nahin hone detaa raushni apne khayaalon hi se karni hogi koi raushan kahin mash'al nahin hone detaa chun-ki miTTi ki bhi ek apni alag khushbu hai main kahin bhi ise sandal nahin hone detaa ik parinda ki jo sahtaa hai havaaon kaa dabaao aur parvaaz ko paidal nahin hone detaa Dar hai us ko nazar aae na kahin zehn kaa 'aks vo miraa aaina saiqal nahin hone detaa tiraa qaanun hai jangal kaa ghanimat hai ki tu mire is shahr ko jangal nahin hone detaa chalo baat us ki sunein ek 'ajab mantiq se jo kisi baat ko muhmal nahin hone detaa"

"muzhda ai zauq-e-asiri ki nazar aataa hai daam-e-khaali qafas-e-murgh-e-giraftaar ke paas jigar-e-tishna-e-aazaar tasalli na huaa ju-e-khun ham ne bahaai bun-e-har khaar ke paas mund gaiin kholte hi kholte aankhein hai hai khuub vaqt aae tum is 'aashiq-e-bimaar ke paas main bhi ruk ruk ke na martaa jo zabaan ke badle dashna ik tez saa hotaa mire gham-khvaar ke paas dahan-e-sher mein jaa baiThe lekin ai dil na khaDe ho jiye khubaan-e-dil-aazaar ke paas dekh kar tujh ko chaman bas-ki numu kartaa hai khud-ba-khud pahunche hai gul gosha-e-dastaar ke paas mar gayaa phoD ke sar 'ghaalib'-e-vahshi hai hai baiThnaa us kaa vo aa kar tiri divaar ke paas kab faqiron ko rasaai bu-e-mai-khvaar ke paas to bane bu dijiye maikhaane ki divaar ke paas"

"ajab mushkil ki dil kaa haal aisaa ho gayaa hai sabhi ab puchhte hain mujh se ye kyaa ho gayaa hai main ye samjhaa ki gham kaa ab mudaavaa ho gayaa hai kuredaa zakhm to ye aur taaza ho gayaa hai kabhi fursat mile to khud se main baatein karungaa mujhe khud se mile bhi to zamaana ho gayaa hai magar ab sochtaa huun toD duun saare maraasim magar dil bhi tire gham se shanaasaa ho gayaa hai miri barbaad hasti kaa nazaara dekhne ko vo aae aur gham mein phir izaafa ho gayaa hai isi dariyaa mein ab khud ko Dubonaa chaahtaa huun ki is dil kaa talaatum mein kinaare ho gayaa hai chalo bhi 'qalb' ab tum dusraa dekho Thikaanaa ki is basti mein apnaa sab paraayaa ho gayaa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"kahe detaa huun go hai to nahin ye baat kahne ki tiri khvaahish nahin dil mein ziyaada der rahne ki bachaa kar dil guzartaa jaa rahaa huun har ta’alluq se kahaan us aable ko taab hai ab choT sahne ki rag-o-pai mein na hangaama kare to kyaa kare aakhir ijaazat jab nahin is ranj ko aankhon se bahne ki bas apni apni tarjihaat apni apni khvaahish hai tujhe shohrat kamaane ki mujhe ik she'r kahne ki jahaan kaa huun vahin ki raas aaegi fazaa mujh ko ye duniyaa bhi bhalaa koi jagah hai mere rahne ki jo kal 'irfaan' par guzri sunaa kuchh us ke baare mein khabar tum ne suni tufaan mein dariyaa ke bahne ki"