rumuz-e-be-khudi samjhe na asraar-e-khudi samjhe — Ehsan Danish Kandhlvi

"izhaar-e-sadaaqat mein asar kyon nahin hotaa ab meri taraf un kaa guzar kyon nahin hotaa khushbu kaa ye bikhraav bhi tauhin-e-chaman hai ehsaas tujhe baad-e-sahar kyon nahin hotaa kyon fikr se mahrum hain is daur ki naslein pahlaa saa zabaanon mein asar kyon nahin hotaa jo baat idhar hai vo udhar kyon nahin jaati jo karb idhar hai vo udhar kyon nahin hotaa is shahr-e-zabun-haal mein takhrib kaa ehsaas honaa to zaruri hai magar kyon nahin hotaa fankaar isi kashmakash-e-vaqt mein gum hain baazaar kharidaar-e-hunar kyon nahin hotaa allaah ko karte hain musibat mein sabhi yaad ye vird magar shaam-o-sahar kyon nahin hotaa khud-bin hain sabhi aur ye bataane se hain maa’zur aaine se nuqsaan-e-nazar kyon nahin hotaa peshaani-e-kohsaar pe suraj kaa hai milaad vaadi mein magar shor-e-sahar kyon nahin hotaa ho jis ke payambar kaa guzar ‘arsh-e-barin par ummat kaa sitaaron mein safar kyon nahin hotaa hairaan huun ki 'iqbaal' ki taa'lim kaa 'daanish' is shahr ke logon pe asar kyon nahin hotaa"

"hausle maayus zauq-e-justuju naakaam hai ye dil-e-naa-mahram-e-anjaam kaa anjaam hai aankh kyaa hai husn ki ranginiyon kaa aaina dil hai kyaa khun-e-tamannaa kaa chhalaktaa jaam hai dijiye bimaar-e-ulfat ki jigar-daari ki daad nazaa kaa aalam hai honTon par tumhaaraa naam hai phir vo yaad aae hui madhosh dil ki kaaenaat phir uThaa dard-e-jigar phir kuchh mujhe aaraam hai khaak-daan-e-dahr mein taskin kaa juuyaa na ho aah jab tak dil dhaDaktaa hai kahaan aaraam hai vo to dil mein dard ki duniyaa basaa kar chal diye mujh ko har taar-e-nafas ik maut kaa paighaam hai vaasil-e-mizraab-e-khaamoshi hai har taar-e-nafas us se kah do ab tire bimaar ko aaraam hai kar rahaa huun doston ke zoam par tark-e-vatan shaayad ab aaghaaz-e-daur-e-gardish-e-ayyaam hai"

"tiraa jamaal tiraa husn kaamgaar rahe vo kyaa kare na jise dil pe ikhtiyaar rahe hazaar kasrat-e-raaanaa ne chilmanein Daalin ba-har-hijaab-e-taayyun vo aashkaar rahe miri nazar kaa to kyaa zikr khud bahaar ke phuul fareb-khurda-e-rangini-e-bahaar rahe kisi maqaam pe dil ko sukun ho kyaa maani jo be-qaraar-e-azal hai vo be-qaraar rahe usi navaah mein ahl-e-nazar bhi mumkin hain kuchh aur der sar-e-tur intizaar rahe tamaam phuul the aur zarf-e-daaman-e-gulchin jo bach gae vo charaagh-e-shab-bahaar rahe miri nigaah mein hai vo harim-e-zebaai kaniz ban ke jahaan mariyam-e-bahaar rahe khizaan khizaan ho to daur-e-bahaar kyaa maani bahaar ho to khizaan kyuun bane bahaar rahe jahaan-e-husn ke asraar paa nahin saktaa jo ishq apni hadon tak hi be-qaraar rahe miri nazar se vo jalve na rah sake mastur jo zer-e-parda-e-pairaahan-e-bahaar rahe chhuDaa chukaa huun main dast-e-majaaz se daaman haqiqat apne hijaabon se hoshiyaar rahe main moDtaa huun isi rukh se kaarvaan apnaa kuchh aur der ufuq par abhi ghubaar rahe junun-e-shauq mein tahqiq-e-rang-o-bu kaisi rahe chaman mein to divaana-e-bahaar rahe hain is tarah ke zavaabit bhi be-qaraari mein ki tere saath zamaana bhi be-qaraar rahe vo sirf mere hain 'ehsaan' main faqat un kaa hai naagavaar kisi ko to naagavaar rahe"

"yuun us pe miri arz-e-tamannaa kaa asar thaa jaise koi suraj ki tapish mein gul-e-tar thaa uThti thiin darichon pe hamaari bhi nigaahein apnaa bhi kabhi shahr-e-nigaaraan mein guzar thaa ham jis ke taghaaful ki shikaayat ko gae the aankh us ne uThaai to jahaan zer-o-zabar thaa shaanon pe kabhi the tire bhige hue rukhsaar aankhon pe kabhi meri tarah daaman-e-tar thaa khushbu se moattar hai abhi tak vo guzargaah sadiyon se yahaan jaise bahaaron kaa nagar thaa hai un ke saraapaa ki tarah khush-qad o khush-rang vo sarv kaa paudaa jo sar-e-raahguzar thaa qatre ki taraai mein the tufaan ke nasheman zarre ke ahaate mein bagulon kaa bhanvar thaa is aadam-e-khaaki pe sitaaron ki nazar thi is khaak pe kuchh jalva-e-yazdaan kaa asar thaa main royaa to hansne ki sadaa aai kai yaar vo jaan-e-tamannaa pas-e-divaar-e-nazar thaa 'daanish' thaa ikahraa miraa pairaahan-e-hasti be-parda zamaane pe miraa aib-o-hunar thaa"

"jabin ki dhuul jigar ki jalan chhupaaegaa shuru-e-ishq hai vo fitratan chhupaaegaa damak rahaa hai jo nas nas ki tishnagi se badan is aag ko na tiraa pairahan chhupaaegaa tiraa ilaaj shifaa-gaah-e-asr-e-nau mein nahin khirad ke ghaav tu divaana-pan chhupaaegaa hisaar-e-zabt hai abr-e-ravaan ki parchhaain malaal-e-ruh ko kab tak badan chhupaaegaa nazar kaa fard-e-amal se hai silsila darkaar yaqin na kar ye siyaahi kafan chhupaaegaa kise khabar thi ki ye daur-e-khud-gharaz ik din junun se qimat-e-daar-o-rasan chhupaaegaa tiraa ghubaar zamin par utarne vaalaa hai kahaan tak ab ye bagula thakan chhupaaegaa khulegaa baad-e-nafas se jo rukh pe nil-kanval use kahaan tiraa ujlaa badan chhupaaegaa tire kamaal ke dhabbe tire uruuj ke daagh chhupaaegaa to koi ahl-e-fan chhupaaegaa jise hai faiz miri khaanqaah se 'daanish' vo kis tarah miraa rang-e-sukhan chhupaaegaa"

"ishq har-chand masaaib se pareshaan na huaa na huaa husn magar taaba-e-farmaan na huaa laakh duniyaa ne ye chaahaa ki pareshaan ho magar main tire gham ki hifaazat mein pareshaan na huaa dil ki aavaaz ho mahrum-e-asar kyaa maani ishq kaafir hai agar husn musalmaan na huaa darpai uqda-e-hasti hai azal hi se bashar lekin ik khaak ke zarre kaa bhi irfaan na huaa dil mein har khuun kaa qatra hai talaatum ba-kanaar jo magar aankh se Tapkaa vahi tufaan na huaa to vo aazaad ki be-vajh hai mujh se bhi gurez main vo majbur ki dushman se bhi naalaan na huaa apni paighaam-navaai ke nataaej mein mujhe fikr-e-zindaan to rahaa hai gham-e-zindaan na huaa jis ke mashrab mein mohabbat ho mohabbat kaa javaab meri taqdir mein aisaa koi insaan na huaa ek hi jalve se 'ehsaan' nazar haT na saki mujh se kuchh us ke sivaa kaar-e-numaayaan na huaa"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"jis din se meraa khvaab suhaanaa badal gayaa us din se zindagi kaa fasaana badal gayaa sunne lagaa huun jab se nasihat baDon ki main jaari thaa jo labon pe taraana badal gayaa pahchaan kaa havaala bhi baaqi nahin rahaa chehre ke saath aaina-khaana badal gayaa uThti nahin hai aankh bhi ab aasmaan ki samt jab se gali kaa chaand puraanaa badal gayaa tahzib jin ke ghar ki 'alaamat thi kal talak afsos aaj un kaa gharaanaa badal gayaa 'azmat kaa taaj sar pe hai 'akhilesh' ke sajaa aisi havaa chali ki zamaana badal gayaa itni sharaafaton mein kami aa gai hai aaj pahle thaa jo libaas puraanaa badal gayaa ahl-e-vafaa ne jis ki thi taarikh ki raqam 'faaruq' 'ishq kaa vo fasaana badal gayaa"

"tirgi shama bani raahguzar mein aai saaat ik aisi bhi kal apne safar mein aai jis jagah chehra hi meyaar-e-vafaa Thahraa hai khaak hi khaak vahaan dast-e-hunar mein aai teri nazron mein thi duniyaa to yahi kyaa kam thaa hashr ye hai ki tu duniyaa ki nazar mein aai baar-haa yaaron ne saahil se kahaa thaa ham hain baar-haa naav magar apni bhanvar mein aai zindagi samjhun ise yaa ki ise maut kahun vo jo mehmaan ki surat mire ghar mein aai yuun bhi taarikh ki taarikh raqam hoti hai nikli taarikh mahal se to khanDar mein aai khvaab hi khvaab ki taabir huaa to jaanaa zindagi kyuun kisi aankhon ke asar mein aai shama jalte hi bujhi aur dhuaan aisaa uThaa lazzat-e-shaam yahaan khvaab-e-sahar mein aai zindagi kuchh hai 'ataa' sher-o-adab hai kuchh aur ye do-rangi ki vabaa kaisi hunar mein aai"

"khaamushi ke batn se ye guftani paidaa hui main ba-zaahir chup huaa aur shaaeri paidaa hui is tarah saabit huaa gham aur khushi kaa imtizaaj hanste hanste us ki aankhon mein nami paidaa hui jurm ki paadaash mein ham khaak par pheinke gae so yahaan par intiqaaman zindagi paidaa hui khauf ne hi maslahat ki raah bhi ijaad ki main andheron se Daraa aur raushni paidaa hui dil mein kab utri kisi ke be-maaani guftugu baat karne se to bas aavaaz hi paidaa hui"

"zindagi bojhal hui aazaar se jism jhuktaa jaa rahaa hai baar se doston ne is qadar dhoke diye aur raghbat baDh gai aghyaar se zindagi kaa ik nayaa imkaan huaa ik daricha khul gayaa divaar se ab bayaan kaise karun rudaad-e-gham kaam mushkil hai dil-e-naa-chaar se hijr ki raaton mein bahtaa hi rahaa ek naala chashm-e-dariyaa-baar se misl-e-majnun regzaaron mein rahe sar paTakte ret ki divaar se ham asiraan-e-mohabbat hain yahaan uljhe hain ab gesu-e-khamdaar se 'qalb' teri ghazlein yuun shaadaan karein dard nikle hai tire ashaar se"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"