vo aur mohabbat se mujhe dekh rahaa ho — Zeb Ghauri

"koi ghaTaa baalaa-e-baam si lagti hai shaam nahin hai lekin shaam si lagti hai dekhte hi aankhon mein aa jaataa hai surur hinaa tire haathon mein jaam si lagti hai mausam-e-gul bhi baad-e-sabaa bhi hai lekin nikhat-e-gesu mere naam si lagti hai ab main is ko kis gham se taa'bir karun ye shab bhi mujh ko be-naam si lagti hai 'ajab asiri 'ajab hai ye aazaadi bhi khuli fazaa hai lekin daam si lagti hai 'zeb' kivaaDein jab barson ke baa'd khulein taaza havaa bhi ik in'aam si lagti hai"

"kaundh uTThi kabhi bijli kabhi baadal chamkaa khalvat-e-husn kaa har gosha musalsal chamkaa jagmagaati rahi jalvon se tire bazm-e-nigaah kabhi gesu kabhi 'aariz kabhi aanchal chamkaa phuuT nikli kabhi honThon se koi shokh kiran kabhi palkon ki ghani chhaanv mein kaajal chamkaa sail-e-naghmaat mein shab teri sadaa kaa sho'la kabhi ojhal huaa ik pal kabhi ik pal chamkaa gesu-e-shab ke mahakte hue saae ke tale misl-e-aaina tiraa jism jhalaa-jhal chamkaa 'zeb' naghmon ke charaaghaan mein kise hosh thaa kal ik sitaara miri mizhgaan pe musalsal chamkaa"

"ik nazar mujh ko dekhtaa bhi nahin vo khafaa ho to kuchh gila bhi nahin kis qadar meri zaat hai tanhaa aur mujh se koi judaa bhi nahin bujhaa jaataa hai baar-baar charaagh tez kuchh is qadar havaa bhi nahin raaste mein paDi hai laash miri koi is samt dekhtaa bhi nahin saamne raaegaan 'adam kaa hai aur koi 'zeb' raasta bhi nahin"

"raah-guzar ke patthar paani lagne lage lutf-e-safar kyaa jab aasaani lagne lage arz-o-samaa ki gardish soch ke Dar jaaun paanv jamaa luun main vo ravaani lagne lage main ne jidhar bhi us ke havaale se dekhaa saare manzar us ki nishaani lagne lage ik ik harf itnaa dohraayaa phulon ne us ke rang-o-bu ki kahaani lagne lage ek kiran us ke aavezon se phuTi aur dariyaa saahil sab dhaani lagne lage jhaank kar us ki aankhon mein dekhun to mujhe kabhi bahaar kabhi viraani lagne lage kaise chhupaaun dil ke zakhmon ko us se aisi rafaaqat kyaa ki giraani lagne lage itni baasi nazron se mat dekh ki 'zeb' do din mein har chiiz puraani lagne lage"

"hai bahut taaq vo bedaad mein Dar hai ye bhi jaan salaamat na bachaa laaun khatar hai ye bhi dil ki lau phir usi Thahraao pe aa jaaegi ik zaraa der havaaon kaa asar hai ye bhi ju-e-paayaab-e-mohabbat mein javaahir mat DhunDh kisi patthar ko samajh le ki guhar hai ye bhi justuju gauhar-e-maani ki ziyaan vaqt kaa hai kyaa parakhtaa hai unhein sarf-e-nazar hai ye bhi manzilein khatm huiin tark o taalluq ki tamaam ab kisi samt nikal jaa ki safar hai ye bhi ab salaamat kahaan rah paaegaa ye naqsh-e-vafaa kuchh lahu dil kaa bachaa le ki hunar hai ye bhi dasht o dar mein vahi surkhi vahi peDon pe chamak zard phulon ko na dekho to sahar hai ye bhi aage chal ke to kaDe kos hain tanhaai ke aur kuchh duur talak lutf-e-safar hai ye bhi kyaa hai main jis ke tajassus mein pareshaan bhi huun 'zeb' kuchh haath na aaegaa khabar hai ye bhi"

"bahaar kaun si tujh mein jamaal-e-yaar na thi mushaahida thaa tiraa sair-e-laala-zaar na thi mahakti zulfon se khoshe gulon ke chhuT gire kuchh aur jaise ki gunjaaish-e-bahaar na thi ham apne dil hi ko rote the lekin is ke liye jahaan mein kaun si shai thi jo be-qaraar na thi talaash ek bahaana thaa khaak uDaane kaa pata chalaa ki hamein justuju-e-yaar na thi jhukaa hai qadmon mein tere vo sar ki jis ke liye koi jagah bhi munaasib sivaae daar na thi na jaane 'zeb' dil-e-zaar kyuun taDap uTThaa havaa-e-subh thi khushbu-e-zulf-e-yaar na thi"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"

"jahaan-e-dard-o-gham hai aur main huun tiraa naqsh-e-qadam hai aur main huun kisi ki aankh nam hai aur main huun vufur-e-shauq kam hai aur main huun mujhe hai daulat-e-kaunain haasil mire rab kaa karam hai aur main huun main apne aap ko pahchaantaa huun miraa apnaa bharam hai aur main huun yahi kyaa kam hai duniyaa-e-vafaa mein mujhe ehsaas-e-gham hai aur main huun kisi ki yaad kaa ehsaan hai mujh par sukun-e-dil baham hai aur main huun mujhe 'mahmud' koi Dar nahin hai miraa apnaa qalam hai aur main huun"