dil ki aaraaish-e-aalam kaa tamaashaa dekhe — Arsh Siddiqui

"yuun na koi tiri mahfil mein pareshaan ho jaae jaise aavaaz-e-sabaa dasht mein hairaan ho jaae muntazir hain miri aahaT ki balaaein kitni ek mushkil to nahin hai ki jo aasaan ho jaae chaak-e-daaman hi zamaane se nahin hotaa rafu aur agar siina kabhi chaak-e-garebaan ho jaae pech-dar-pech hai yuun silsila-e-zulf-e-hayaat haath lagte hi jo kuchh aur bhi pechaan ho jaae daagh-e-dil jalne lage bujh gai har sham-e-tarab yuun hai to yuun hi sahi ghar mein charaaghaan ho jaae mujh pe qadghan hai ki main bazm mein khaamosh rahun aur khamoshi hi jo rusvaai kaa saamaan ho jaae nashtar-e-shauq ke haathon gul-e-sad-barg hai dil khuub ho ab jo ye nazr-e-dam-e-tufaan ho jaae kyuun na phir jalne lagein rashk se viraana-o-dasth shahr jab dil ki nigaahon mein bayaabaan ho jaae dil ko saudaa hai rahe rang-e-shafaq pesh-e-nazar gham ko ik taur to bahlaane kaa saamaan ho jaae raushni shaam ki sun paae na aavaaza-e-shab mohr-e-zartaab kaa aafaaq se paimaan ho jaae baat is aankh mein poshida hai vo 'arsh' ki jo lab se nikle to mire siine pe paikaan ho jaae"

"itni havaa na vaaiz-e-din-daar baandhiye izzat sanbaaliye sar-e-dastaar baandhiye gum kijiye havaas ko tafsir-e-hosh mein daanish ko jahl jahl ko pindaar baandhiye mahrum-e-hosh soiye par diije daad-e-hosh gul ko giyaah dasht ko gulzaar baandhiye bu chhiniye gulon se ki dete hain zauq-e-fan yuun khush-navaa tuyur ki chahkaar baandhiye ab juz havaa nahin hai girah mein hamaari khaak sau baar kholiye use sau baar baandhiye bhaDki hai aag 'arsh' khayaabaan-e-bazm mein hadd-e-jalaal-e-shoala-e-guftaar baandhiye"

"bas ek hi kaifiyyat-e-dil subh-o-masaa hai har lamha miri 'umr kaa zanjir-ba-paa hai main shahr ko kahtaa hon bayaabaan ki yahaan bhi saaya tiri divaar kaa kab sar pe paDaa hai hai vaqt ki kahtaa hai rukungaa na main ik pal tu hai ki abhi baat miri tol rahaa hai main bazm se khaakistar-e-dil le ke chalaa huun aur saamne tanhaai ke sahraa ki havaa hai aavaaz kaa tesha hai na khaamosh takallum taalaa jo zabaan par thaa vo ab dil pe paDaa hai main saath liye phirtaa huun saamaan-e-halaakat rag rag mein miri zahr-e-vafaa dauD rahaa hai kyaa kyaa hain tamannaaein dil-e-khaak-basar mein ye qaafila viraane mein kyuun Thahraa huaa hai"

"didani ab safar-e-zist kaa manzar hogaa jis ne luuTaa sar-e-baazaar vo rahbar hogaa haal-e-dil kah ke hue aur giraftaar-e-alam ham na kahte the ki yuun dard fuzun-tar hogaa jite-ji ham se kabhi harf-e-vafaa kah Daalo phir ye hogaa bhi jo ehsaan to kis par hogaa tu miri jurat-e-guftaar pe hairaan kyuun hai ye tamaashaa tiri sarkaar mein aksar hogaa un ki aankhon mein chamakte hue taare dekhe ab to naaseh bhi pashemaan baraabar hogaa ham bhi ab 'arsh' nayaa baab-e-vafaa kholeinge shahpar-e-shauq mah-o-mehr kaa ham-sar hogaa"

"phir usi shahr kaa fasaana chheD mutriba tarz-e-aashiqaana chheD saaz-e-dil se uThaa thaa jo ik baar phir vahi raag vaalihaana chheD ghar hai taarik yurish-e-gham se aaj ik aatishin taraana chheD phir jahaan dilkashi se hai mahrum zulf-e-hasti ko misl-e-shaana chheD bazm khauf-e-fanaa se hai be-dam kuchh ba-andaaz-e-jaavedaana chheD aaj har shai se bad-gumaan hain ham mat hamein ai gham-e-zamaana chheD ai gham-e-yaar ham hain khaakistar aur mat ai rafiq-e-khaana chheD 'arsh' thi har sukun ki jo rahzan us qayaamat kaa phir fasaana chheD"

"vo jis ki daastaan phaili dil-e-divaana meraa thaa zabaanein dushmanon ki thiin magar afsaana meraa thaa taDaptaa huun ki ik saaghar kisi haatim se mil jaae zavaal-e-aasmaan dekho kabhi mai-khaana meraa thaa balaa ki khaamushi taari thi har-su teri haibat se sar-e-mahfil jo gunjaa naara-e-mastaana meraa thaa kaTe yuun to hazaaron sar vafaa ki karbalaaon mein tire neze pe jo ubhraa sar-e-shaahaana meraa thaa faqih-e-shahr ko samjho ki ham pakDe gae naahaq sharaabein sab usi ki thiin bas ik paimaana meraa thaa banaa hai 'arsh' vo munsif to phir ye bhi kabhi dekhe huaa hai band jo mujh par vahi viraana meraa thaa"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"jahaan-e-dard-o-gham hai aur main huun tiraa naqsh-e-qadam hai aur main huun kisi ki aankh nam hai aur main huun vufur-e-shauq kam hai aur main huun mujhe hai daulat-e-kaunain haasil mire rab kaa karam hai aur main huun main apne aap ko pahchaantaa huun miraa apnaa bharam hai aur main huun yahi kyaa kam hai duniyaa-e-vafaa mein mujhe ehsaas-e-gham hai aur main huun kisi ki yaad kaa ehsaan hai mujh par sukun-e-dil baham hai aur main huun mujhe 'mahmud' koi Dar nahin hai miraa apnaa qalam hai aur main huun"

"raakh ke Dher pe kyaa shoala-bayaani karte ek qisse ki bhalaa kitni kahaani karte husn itnaa thaa ki mumkin hi na thi khud-nigari ek imkaan ki kab tak nigaraani karte shola-e-jaan ko bujhaate yunhi qatra qatra khud ko ham aag banaate tujhe paani karte phuul saa tujh ko mahaktaa huaa rakhte shab bhar apne saanson se tujhe raat ki raani karte naddiyaan dekhein to bas sharm se paani ho jaaein chashm-e-khun-basta se paidaa vo ravaani karte sab se kahte ki ye qissa hai puraanaa saahab aah ki aanch se tasvir puraani karte dar-o-divaar badalne mein kahaan ki mushkil ghar jo hotaa to bhalaa naql-e-makaani karte koi aa jaataa kabhi yunhi agar dil ke qarib ham tiraa zikr pae-yaad-dahaani karte sach to ye hai ki tire hijr kaa ab ranj nahin kyaa dikhaave ke liye ashk-fishaani karte dil ko har lahza hi di aql pe ham ne tarjih yaar-e-jaani ko kahaan dushman-e-jaani karte shab isi tarah basar hoti hai meri 'irfaan' harf-e-khush-rang ko andoh-e-maaani karte"